Tuesday, December 29, 2009

two days left

My God..
it's just left two days then we'll leave everything on 2009..

whether it's new year, won't ever forget anything had happened in this year and previous years..
about family..about school..about love...and about someone...

sometimes i hate the feels of new year..
because when it started to step the new year..
it is gonna closer to the date when someone will leave me for several months..again..
how many days he is here won't ever enough..
i knows i'm sounded selfish..i am anyway..

i wish i could meet him everyday..

supporting myself.. should make another precious moments,rite?
good luck good luck..

for you too,dear..
hope he's exam result to be good..amin..

anyway,belated merry christmas..
meet you on 2010..=)))


Thursday, December 17, 2009

you miss me?

you miss me? don't worry..i miss you either, dear blog... =)..
really don't have much time seems when i'm back from school.. got no more energy to start blogging..
and you know? my holidays even have not started yet..
who cares?haha..

tell you the most important thing..
he is here.. december,that's why i love you...

but i 'm having difficulty where i should go out seems everywhere is super crowded by people...
recommend me some places please?

just gonna make another precious moment when he is here..
i'm begging you to be slower,time.. please?

christmas is around the corner?
what a wonderful month..

miss you everyone..
take care..=)

Saturday, November 21, 2009

doesn't mean anything

i supposed to post something more than this..
but i don't get any energy..
moody..lonely..confuse.. seems no way out for me..
just wish me luck..could handle all the things in my minds..to clear it all.. to believe..to be patient.. and another positive things..
now kinda sick with the people in my group of presentation.. even it was the last minute before our presentation,they could sit down in the canteen chat with those not important people.. i don't care anw..

send you music..
always love ALICIA KEYS..
the type of her songs and beat..love it..and the piano too..

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Used to dream of being a millionaire, without a care
But if I’m seeing my dreams and you aren’t there
Cause it’s over
That just won’t be fair, darling

I’d rather be a poor woman living on the street,
No food to eat
Cause I don’t want no pie if I have to cry
Cause it’s over when you said goodbye

All at once, I had it all
But it doesn’t mean anything
Now that you’re gone
From afar, seems I had it all
But it doesn’t mean anything
Since you’re gone

Now I see what’s out through different eyes
So surprised
Being alone it make you realize
When it’s over, “all-in” love was there

Should’ve been there (2x)
Shoulda’ (2x)


I know I pushed you away
But can I do that will safe our love
Take these material things
They don’t mean nothing
It’s you, that I want, ‘s all I want


Should’ve been there (2x)
Shoulda’ (2x)

All at once ,see I had it all
But it doesn’t mean anything
Now that you’re gone
From afar, seems I had it all
But it doesn’t mean anything
Since you’re gone

Thursday, November 12, 2009

will update

will update..
when i am not so busy... arghhh...
post some pictures when i went to brastagi too..
crazy driver..
i never go backto medan from brastagi in healthy condition..
anw.. next time gonna tell you..=)
see yah..
GB anyone..

miss you,dear..

Saturday, November 7, 2009

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hello anyone..
miss blogging too..
but mostly when i started to sign in..
i forgot what i want to say...=P

weekend,no weekend, i need to go to office tomorrow..again..
pity on me..

just tell you sth that makes me in good good mood..
there's a trip from my company to brastagi..
i know brastagi is a common place..
but this time is different i think.. without families but others employee..
i thought i couldn't go there coz no one replace my job.. luckily my aunt can handle that and this is the first time either i'm waiting for Monday..=)

i need refreshing.. really..

however, i got one exam on tuesday..
maybe tomorrow i'll start studying..

December, waiting for you
really really can't wait for his arrival..

miss you much much and much..
how about you?
good luck for your exam.. keep fighting.. support you from here...=)

NEW MOON is coming
another wishes,to watch this with you..

GB all..

Monday, November 2, 2009


just as what i said
just as what i said..
another exams on this coming thursday and tomorrow..

can i have a rest??

GB all..
tke care...

Sunday, November 1, 2009

hectic week

miss both of them too
everyday has been so busy !

thought i won 't have any week day for several weeks..
remember i said that there's a bunch of Homeworks waiting 4 me?
yeah..i' ve done them.. continue to hectic week fill with exams..
OMG... my head gonna burst out.. headache n body almost collapse..

really really hope that the guy i replaced his job gonna recover soon..
monday i have to do october circulation.. even I can't imagine how busy it will be..
plus 10 chapters i should learn for upcoming exam on Monday..

sorry for keep grumbeling..
but it is the fact..
please wish me luck.. can do all the things very very well..
i need my "supplement"..
really hope the time could flow faster..
but i'm happy enough to see him through webcam even only several minutes..
waiting for next week.....

how is your day,everyone?
gud luck and take care..
especially you,dear...

ps. miss you much,always..

GB all..


Sunday, October 25, 2009

full-loaded homework

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i'm lazy to do my homeworks..
i have done some..
but still got so many things to do.....

i'm very tired these weeks..
seems next week will be just the same..
homeworks..full-loaded jobs..school...
i'm going crazy...

anyway,another things..
we don't chat for these weeks..
should wait until next week..
everyone will be very busy for the upcoming exam..
okay..i can wait for it,dear..
give me your best score for my sacrifice...=)
i'm joking...=P
but seriously pray for our study..
gud luck,dear...

miss you so...=)

GB anyone...


Tuesday, October 20, 2009

told you before

love flower
i'm in "semangat 45" mood today..
promise him n myself right??

sleep earlier is really effective..
but what i'm so mad of is about my avatar you could see on left side....
hiks...i miss one day n i couldn't get extra 200 ribbons..
pity on my pupe...
just forget it...

my score for the quiz is quite well..
but i don't know the mark of one subject..
my friend told me that it's supposed to above 90..hopefully..
if it does,all my score are above 90 plus one perfecto 100 ..
must study hard for the upcoming test on november...fighting!!!
you too,my dear...
gud luck n God bless always...=)

PS: i miss you i do


Monday, October 19, 2009


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today i don't go to my college..
feel not really well and ruin all my day...
something happened while i didn't post anything..

first,one of employee in my company is sick and we don't know when he could go back to work..
and i replace his job..
he's such one of the important role in the company..
can you imagine how much pressure i should suffer coz i replace the things bout money..
everyone knows money is so sensitive...
so for the time i do not know,i should replace him...
just wish me luck i won't do anything wrong or carelessly...

second,it's the month of him being busy..
one more month he'll have the exam..
so the duration of chat or texting will be much reduce from now..
i don't mind it..

just forgive me boy...this time..
i know you don't want me to cry...
i miss you that i couldn't bear these tears roll out for a moment..
just too miss you and too tired...

just several weeks to go..
then you'll right here besides me..

after this post,promise you i'll survive..
to study well and work well..
no matter how much pressure and how much tired i will be..
together to do the best..

n waiting for your arrival on december..=)

fighting!!!ganbate!!!jia you!!!semangat!!!!!
x o x o,

Friday, October 16, 2009

just please don't give up


need more time..

if only there's more than 24 hours a day..

i'll post something..
promise you...

what i want to say...

"please don't give up"
for everyone out there..
especially my friends..and my special one..

sometimes your spirit could be a positive energy for anyone..

but "your" spirit always become mine..
ah..i don't understand what i'm talking too..

GB yah...

Thursday, October 8, 2009

coz ilu

won't update anything..
just post a song that i love recently...

maybe in the weekend,i ' ll post something..

here the song is..

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Sunday, October 4, 2009

nearly lose myself

girls i spent my holiday with last week

it has been a week since i post something to my blog..
my day are pretty busy with college stuff and also my work in the office..
it's so so tired..
luckily i still can survive...for now..

talking about my college..
it's been a month i join it..
pretty fun but sometimes it's super boring and tiring..

first,i know 2 of my friend also study there..even we're not in the same class ..it's better coz i know someone there..
first day of school until now..everything run well..
i can communicate with my classmates well n they are kind enough..
i mean they are really supportive..we're compete one another yet we 're helping one another..

i 'm in dilemma.
when break time, i usually go to look for my old friend who i've already known them long long time ago..
but some of my classmates also asked me to join them..
how i separated my body?
if u asked me,which one the most comfortable, i'll say none of them..
you know i don't talk much n mostly i hear them talking..
i realized in this college life, i couldn't find any close friend and i don't want either..

well well..just see how it's going to be..

i just miss my senior and high school friends..close friends...
and my boy...

Sunday, September 27, 2009


no post...
i know my blog is super dead..

don't have any ideas and mood recently..
so be patient...

GB all..

Sunday, September 20, 2009


i found eclipse movie website..

share you some qoutes from eclipse..

I’ll never forgive myself for leaving you. Not if I live a hundred thousand years.
-Edward Cullen, Eclipse

Do you really have any idea how important you are to me? Any concept at all of how much I love you?
-Edward Cullen, Eclipse

For this one night, could we try to forget everything besides just you and me? It seems like I can never get enough time like that. I need to be with you. Just you.
-Edward Cullen, Eclipse

There were many things I wanted to say, some of them not nice at all, and others more disgustingly gooey and romantic than he pr
obably dreamed I was capable of.
-Bella Swan, Eclipse

Isabella Swan? I promise to love you forever — every single day of forever. Will you marry me?

-Edward Cullen, Eclipse

can't wait for new moon, eclipse and breaking down...

day one holiday..
as i said..boring mode on..
but i've found one i want..hahahha..=)

GB anyone...

Friday, September 18, 2009

holiday !!!

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hello everyone..
i am so exhausted...
have been so busy recently and still couldn't stand bout the traffic jam here..
wasting time only on the way to everywhere..

gonna told you that i've been working for a year already..
i ' ve learnt so many things from here..
several things which i thought it could only found in TV or movies..
i found it here.. n realize life is so cruel yet worth living.

this is d picture of one of whom inspire me very much.. she gave me many advices and help me so much..about family, relation ship and others.. i always try to escape from office when she's off coz i dunno what to do..=D
then everytime when GGP back from Sg, she's the one to help me n force me and expel me from office so i can spend more time with my boy..haha
we should thank her,boy..hehe..

what i don't like from here is there's always chance to disused my kindness..
i don't talk much in the office and the shop.. only to her(above pic) i talk much..

hopefully i can work here for the time God has decided from me..=)

i'm so happy......
got 3 days off from office and one week from college..
another random picture

miss your hug

sometimes we just need a hug.. shoulders to lay on..
when i am so so so tired of everything..
of course your warm hug and your shoulders..

still believe that there's always a way out for us in any difficulties..
so, never give up..
i'm here with you,support you,pray for you..
fighting! gud luck always..=)

GB anyone..


Monday, September 14, 2009

super headache

just post some random writing..

i really don't have any idea why today's stretd is so crowded..
every part of city i think..
stuck in the car for several hours..
God..i couldn't stand it and almost throw something out...
since it's closer to the moslemers big day,the place where i work start to be a little bit busy..
this afternoon i help them to make some parcels..
it's fun...=)
n when my college start it's holiday allready, i 'll go home not so early from office..
but i still need to find something...sigh..

picture of today

see how gorgeous they are...=)

don't get bored of this word..=P
" I miss youuuuuu...."

GB anyone

Sunday, September 13, 2009

no title

promise you gonna update today..=)
yesterday i slept so late n today i woke up so late too..
arhhh...miss to join my friends at sun..

so so..
wanna grumble something..
i am likely don't really care other people act when it's still can be tolerate and doesn't annoy me..
but when it's start to cross the limit, i' ll likely loathe that people..
that's my weakness n try to not to be like that..
this is about an employer in my office..
we pay her n please do her responsibility..
don't say " i don't know" everytime when it's the thing you must know..
i think when she act like this anymore, i won't be quiet..
i won't scold her,don't worry..
only tell her something to make she realize..
i'm better now.. wasting my mind to think about that..

i'm waiting for holiday..
college will start it's holiday this friday..
even it's just 1 week..
happy enough..hahahaha.. but i don't have any plan.
must be stay at home seriously.. no maid.. no driver.. such a prisoner..

closer to our lovely day...=)
really hope he were here..

random picture

how internet connection really help us to communicate each other..


OMG.. i am huge fans of bella and edward.. they are the greatest couple in the movie.. that's what i'm thinking.. really can't wait to watch this.. twice or more doesn't matter..haha

signing off..
GB always..
Miss him always....

Thursday, September 10, 2009


sorry for not update my blog for this several days..

told you i have started my college life this september..

bloody tired i can say...

gonna update soon..
don't worry..
but on weekend.. haha..
see yah..

GB always...

nb. too miss you.. help me..

Saturday, September 5, 2009


hello everyone...
miss blogging...
but i don't have much time recently..
this weekend is the 1st time i enjoyed very much..
from monday to friday, morning working,evening go to college..
arrive home at 10.. my whole body is extremely tired...

yesterday was my birthday..
just so so coz i didn't celebrate it..
my boy n girls isn't here.. greeting from friends quite make me happy..
n a cake from family.. i thought they won't buy it seems everybody was so busy..
i don't expect much either..
but when i arrived home.. the cake was on the table..=D
but..but... it's not enough..i want him and my girls..
how greedy i am,i know it...
n quite sad of something..
fighting!!! should be more mature now..
bless me,God..

share you some pictures..

my bday cake..=)

card from novita..send by plane..hahahah

pic when sister's frend bday..

one of my fav shoes..tx,mom..

last, the one make me so happy.. a call from him.. hearing your voice is such a bless.. n make me miss you much than ever...wish you were here on my birthday....

GB anyone...

Saturday, August 29, 2009

end of august

hardly just realized tomorrow will be 31st august which means it's the end of august..

I'll start my college life soon..
i joined their orientation n i don't think i will make a good friend there except with 2 friends i have known already..
I'm not really excited to start the college honestly..
but i do want to study very very well...
talking about the orientation, i don't have idea why i joined that..
really tired...
ergh...at first i've made mistakes n being punished by them..
it's the most embracing moment ever !!!
stupid PEMA frightened us with the stupid condition we would have difficulty in doing thesis if we didn't join them...
ok,stop talk about that..

anyway, i still LOVE September..
many important dates n best moment here..
but this year without my lover n my girl (again)....=(

ah... FIGHTING!!!!!

random picture
i love his smile here.. n others pictures he took in royal sumatra... <3

GB anyone...
nb. miss him and friends so much....

Sunday, August 23, 2009



Well, I don’t have mood and ideas to post blog this several days.. plus,yesterday rained heavily made my inet slower…

When I browsed to some people blog,they mentioned about their wish list on their birthday..

I would like to but I still dunno what goods I want.. maybe tomorrow or other day?

Ah… I’ve thought about one which is the most impossible wish..hahaha

yes,F1 GP s'pore 2009
jacky cheung and beyonce will perform there..
i'n not into racing but the stars..

well.another simple wish list


my soulmate a.k.a D2 :D

have him and them here on my b'day

maybe that's it for today.. to be continued... =)

GB all...!

Friday, August 21, 2009

soon soon


no idea for blogging..

n gonna update soon..

don't worry..be happy...=)

yes, how much i miss you hug..


Sunday, August 16, 2009

what a random

hello everybody..
today is weekend..
my maid went home to her village..
hate that n why she should choose our holiday day?
i mean this is not the 1st time she acted like that
indonesian said "plih hari seenak jidat".
i dunno how to say that in english..sorry..kinda pissed off..

okay..i woke up not so early n took brunch..
take care of home.. watched TV n chat with my sephia a.k.a novita..=P
then my master (read mommy) asked me to wash dishes..
it's the job i always do when the maid home..(- - ")
then my auntie,uncle n their daughters come..
so chat 4 a while..
my sister will be having a BBQ tonite..
i want it too..but all of my friends are not here..poor me...

anyway,yesterday i went to a place called "rumah cantik citra" for body scrub..
actually i should choose body massage..
it's nice n if you have time,go ahead..

what i don't like today..
there's a channel in TV showing "Final Destination 2"
yes,it began with that crazy roller coaster accident..
my God,the director is really really good to make people frightened..i' ve ever watched it before, n i just watched it a glance just now, what i got is stress..
i won't watch that anymore..really!
n i think i could not ever try to ride roller coaster when i' m in theme park..

tomorrow will be INDONESIA independent day!
happy birthday, Indonesia..!

GB anyone..
anw,i miss him,always..=)

Thursday, August 13, 2009

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today is the fifth day since he went to SG to reach his dreams..=)
my feeling is better than previous time..
because i felt something strange and i feel so sad too..
don't ask me why..
n my daily activities aren 't special..
work then home.. work then home..
here are some random pictures...

indonesia newest rupiah

picture of the day
i miss this time..
of course i miss him too!

by the way, i got my new mobile phone several days ago.
due to my old mobile phone is going to dead soon,so it's better i bought new one..
i bought it because of it's function in internet too..
ok.. one by one of the application can be operated by me..

i think..he's schedule in this new semester is gonna be crowded n extra busy..
i don't know what to do..
just always pray for him n wish him luck..
i'm here always support you,dear...=)

GB all