yes,here I am..
from last september post to early october post.. Time flies..
I have been sooo lazy lately..

September ended already.. my dear month.. am always craving for you..
happy anniversary for both of us,dear.. :)

how are you guys ?
Tomorrow is Monday and i am afraid to imagine how many works I'm going to do since my boss just landed here and there are soooooo many bills that haven't been paid..
but better to finish them soon coz i will be on leave for several days..

yes, I am going to somewhere with my mom..
actually i'm looking forward to visit him on this holidays but my mom doesn't allow me to go there..
I have been thinking so many excuses so my mom will allow me..
but apparently it doesn't work..
maybe it just not the time for me..
next time,dear? next timeeeee.. *fingercrossed*

I have been craving to hang out with my friends..
i miss having fun , i miss everything..
nothing much to say..
just doing the best for what i can do in my life..
hope you are too..






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lovely September

Hello anyonghaseyoooooo...
i'm so sorry for abandoning my blog.. seems i have no idea what to write down here..
how are you people doing?

I'm doing fine and just so so..
Kinda busy because of Hari Raya and super boring when it come to the holiday..
stay at home and doing housework..
washing dishes is just like my menu everyday -___-

Time flies sooooo fast and i'm pretty amazed that it's already September..
The Month i love the most.. full of memories and yes, today is my birthday !
so this afternoon i went to Sun plaza with Caryn.. it's only both of us and i'm feeling a bit weird..
little surprise came from her and from N and F too ( my friends at PIA )
i am feeling good good good..
even though people i love were not here, but i can feel their love..
yes i miss them so much that i don't wish for anything else but to celebrate our birthday together.. will do ya one day..
too many wishlist till i don't know what to say..
may everything runs well..
oh not forget to mention, skype with him last night, feeling good, at least ease my loneliness a bit..

one thing i dislike for this month, college gonna start soon ( read tomorrow)
argh i don't feel like i'm having holidays for last two months..
okay stop grumbling..
should do the best and hwaiting !!!

i'll try to blog often..

good night everybody..
miss my fellas so much and miss you badly, G..

need you now

it's 2.27 a.m and i have no idea why i am still awake right now..

and i won't type much..
it's been a gorgeous week..
when he went back here for six days and let me to see him everyday until the time he had to fly back to singapore again..
i was so excited of his arrival yet i knew as soon as he's here, then the time he has to leave soon was so close as well..
there's never enough time for me. ever .
i miss you, when i'm still with you, then you know,how i miss you right now,when you are not right here besides me..

let go yes, move on yes..
just keep waiting for yah... :)
see you, December !

girl stuffs

hello,fellas..
how are you doing?
I'm feeling good even though sometimes i feel bored so much..
this afternoon i hang out with two of my besties..
feel so good to meet them..
actually we are five.. but two of them can't make themselves to go back here..
really wish we could gather again..

I'm in holiday and really confuse what i should do after work..
maybe some tuition could help me..
i know my english has been degrading nowadays.. but everytime i try to look for one tuition,it came out nothing..
either my schedule or anything..
okay i should find something to doo..

by the way, i wanna post something girly..
and yes they are accessories .. I'm a huge fan of them..
but this one,i just love to look but don't love to buy..
seems it's in right now,but it won't really trend anymore later..
just share to you..

but this one is obviously one i will have on my own one day.. *amen*

show me ways, God..

hello,everyone?
today is Sunday and I've spent time mostly on TV..

i won't tell much things today..
suddenly i'm in a huge dilemma..
am i picking the right choice to study abroad?
am i ready to leave everything here?
i am not a type that easily adapt with new environment..
i'm pretty good in my comfort zone..
yet my mom seems has already convinced herself to let me go..
I need another things that could make me sure enough that everything will be alright..
that's all buddy..
see you next time..

what i'm going to upload but there's an error last time

happy birthday to you

hello , people..
i don't know what to browse plus he asked why i don't update my blog..
so here i ammm...

i have finished my Final, so so so so relieve to free from it..
*singing*
but i confuse too, what to do in my holiday..
anyway,last week was a disaster..
my mom suddenly keep forcing me to study abroad..
i am in a super massive dilemma..
you know i just cannot leave everything directly here..
i have to think about my present jobs..
what should i say to my boss ?
and i have to be separate again with him with longer distance..
after rethinking for couples of days, i thought i would take my mom's advice..
but we are still not sure..
so many things have to be discuss..

pass it..
i am going to post about someone birthday..
yes, his birthday was two days ago..
too bad i wasn't there..
thanks his friends for helping me to create little surprise for him..
Happy birthday,dear..
May all your dreams come true.. good luck in everything,dear.. :*

i dunno what happened, but i can't upload photos here..
maybe next time..

good night everybody..

long time no see

hello people..
how are yah ??
I'm pretty lazy to update my blog..
please pardon me..
my last post was two months ago..
two months got so much things happened..
but you know what i'm going to tell right now..

May 25th, i went to lovely S city in order to visit him..
that's my main purpose to go there..
i can't stand i have to wait till december to see him..
so Thanks God,I've given this great opportunity to see him..

this time i thought i stayed longer than previous time..
this time is a bit different too..
well he has already started his internship, which means we got time only after he finished his jobs at 6
who cares? as long as i could still spend some time with him right?
then we went to Batam, together with his Uni friends..
so much fun i can tell..
although there's nothing special, but we've spent quality time !
i feel lucky to know his friends..
they are all so nice and friendly..
we stayed for a night,playing cards,chatting and etc..
can't describe them by words..
one word , HAPPY !

not forget to mention about the GSS in S city..
aaaaaa.. i keep regreting for myself.. i'm getting confuse because too many stuffs there till i didn't buy things that i really like.. next time,okay? next timeee..

the best part is to be with him, to spend day with him, to chat with him, to lay myself on his shoulder, to hug and being hug..
the worst part is you know.....

so today is Friday,my final will be started from next Monday..
hectic weekssssss.. can't stand to finish all of them siaaahhhhh..
anyway,wish me luck..
by the way,i am so upset these several days.. it's all because my workmate..
oh God,may You punished her for what she has been doing in the office..

one of my June wishes, may he come back,even just for a while is okay..
*fingercrossed* Amin...

that's all about my short trip and my days..
the actually three months holidays that had been trimmed into five days..
see you see you, G.. *hopefully*

some pictures for you







see you fellas