ReLucTanCe

i applied to a university in medan this afternoon..
submitted all needed stuff..
i'm very sad..
i'm the one who told my mom to submit the things today yet i'm very reluctant to do so..
coz if i didn't submit it today..i'll spend more money on it n i don't think it's worth..
so yah..i can do nothing..

if i had another option, i wouldn't have done this today..
really..
regret and regret..

pliz,i always make sure myself that i still have chances..
but there's also another things make me pesimist..sigh..
okay..i remember all the advices from my frens, mom, and "him" .
the most important is optimist and pray..
i'll do it..

enough 4 it..

anyway, why these three days seem like three month ??
pliz flow faster this time but be slower when i will pass the time with him..haha..

wish me luck then n
GB averyone..

cheers!