happy birthday to you

hello , people..
i don't know what to browse plus he asked why i don't update my blog..
so here i ammm...

i have finished my Final, so so so so relieve to free from it..
*singing*
but i confuse too, what to do in my holiday..
anyway,last week was a disaster..
my mom suddenly keep forcing me to study abroad..
i am in a super massive dilemma..
you know i just cannot leave everything directly here..
i have to think about my present jobs..
what should i say to my boss ?
and i have to be separate again with him with longer distance..
after rethinking for couples of days, i thought i would take my mom's advice..
but we are still not sure..
so many things have to be discuss..

pass it..
i am going to post about someone birthday..
yes, his birthday was two days ago..
too bad i wasn't there..
thanks his friends for helping me to create little surprise for him..
Happy birthday,dear..
May all your dreams come true.. good luck in everything,dear.. :*

i dunno what happened, but i can't upload photos here..
maybe next time..

good night everybody..

long time no see

hello people..
how are yah ??
I'm pretty lazy to update my blog..
please pardon me..
my last post was two months ago..
two months got so much things happened..
but you know what i'm going to tell right now..

May 25th, i went to lovely S city in order to visit him..
that's my main purpose to go there..
i can't stand i have to wait till december to see him..
so Thanks God,I've given this great opportunity to see him..

this time i thought i stayed longer than previous time..
this time is a bit different too..
well he has already started his internship, which means we got time only after he finished his jobs at 6
who cares? as long as i could still spend some time with him right?
then we went to Batam, together with his Uni friends..
so much fun i can tell..
although there's nothing special, but we've spent quality time !
i feel lucky to know his friends..
they are all so nice and friendly..
we stayed for a night,playing cards,chatting and etc..
can't describe them by words..
one word , HAPPY !

not forget to mention about the GSS in S city..
aaaaaa.. i keep regreting for myself.. i'm getting confuse because too many stuffs there till i didn't buy things that i really like.. next time,okay? next timeee..

the best part is to be with him, to spend day with him, to chat with him, to lay myself on his shoulder, to hug and being hug..
the worst part is you know.....

so today is Friday,my final will be started from next Monday..
hectic weekssssss.. can't stand to finish all of them siaaahhhhh..
anyway,wish me luck..
by the way,i am so upset these several days.. it's all because my workmate..
oh God,may You punished her for what she has been doing in the office..

one of my June wishes, may he come back,even just for a while is okay..
*fingercrossed* Amin...

that's all about my short trip and my days..
the actually three months holidays that had been trimmed into five days..
see you see you, G.. *hopefully*

some pictures for you







see you fellas

i really am

hello,everyone ?
I've checked that i'm almost leaving this blog for approximately two months..
you miss me? i do miss you..
but everytime i try to post something..
there's just a blank page in my mind..
how are you doing?

these two months were so so..
never get rid of jobs, assignments, and yes exams are driving me crazy..
i've picked Business when i'm in third year later..
i don't know whether i'll make it through, seems everyone say that it's the hardest of the others two. i'm not really into teaching and tourism.
okay,just go ahead !

so i've never missed my blog mentioning him..
so are now, it's 24th april, tomorrow is 25th april, which it means officially one more month and i'm going to meet him...
really really can't wait..
and yesterday mom showed me the tix's bill and make me realize it closer to the day..
Dear God, thanks for all of the opportunity that You've given to me..
Thank you..
not forget to mention, Happy Easter everyone..
looking forward to see You and him ;)

pardom me

pardon meee....
i know i have been abandoning my blog..
seems i have nothing to post..
well actually i did, but l am lazy..

i'll post if i have something interesting..
it's almost the end of february..
lovely month ?
yes an no..
no, because i've started my normal activities..
work and school..
the teachers keep torturing us by giving super massive homeworks..
geee..
yes because i've got a bunch of roses from him for valentines day..
and i've successfully dried them.. so i need you to tell me how to keep them?

it's sunday...
it's the day of ICN show,which he's a commitee in it..
i've been waiting for this two days..
he is sooooooo busy...
good luck anyway,dear..
and for all of you too !
nite

Day two, getting better

Day one was totally disaster..
with a wake up text, written he's leaving soon..
force myself to wake up while i prefer to stay under my blanket so much and let nobody disturb me..
sometimes i wish i could be someone selfish, to not care what will happen if i were absence from my office.. okay,you know it's hard for me to do so..
yesterday felt so bad,pretending myself okay in front of my colleagues, while i was totally no concentration at all..
luckily by his text and our chats, my sadness is cured step by step..
i'm not that moody even i'm sad..
i'm sorry for being so emo..
i promised i'll cheer up myself,doing something useful,meet him soon *hopefully*
so how are you doing,people ?

i'm gonna post about something blue and lovely..
really craving for them...

yes,this is quite a brand for jewelry.. do you know what i love from this ? the color of the blue.. it so so so beautiful and i keep rebloging them if i found any pictures connected to them..
well, of course the jewelry is beautiful either.. shall save some then ;)

Maldives

Dear God, this is totally awesomeness.. the scenery and the beach and the resorts and the floating room.. i also found that there's a couple got their pre-wed photo sessions here,it's just amazing.. adding this one to my dreamland lists..

have a nice day everyone ! Take care

see you soon, i promise

The tears have dropped for several times before posting this post..
today is our last day of his holiday here..
there's no more to be able to sit next to him,to be able to lay on his shoulder, to be able to "fake-pinch" him, to be able to let him fetch me,to be able to talk each other directly,to be able to sense his warmness and care..
it'll need such a long time to have it all again..

this is the year where he has to started his internship and ruined his holiday..
there's no more holiday this middle of the year..
if i'm not able to visit him, then i've to wait until the end of 2011..
i can't imagine that..
so i'll start planning.. for my off day in the offices, and hopefully i got friends to accompany me there..
then hopefully he'll have time to spend the day with me..
hopefully hopefully..

Dear God,may our plans run well...

" If the days won't allow us to see each other, memories will, and if my eyes can't see you, my heart will never forget you."

Thank you,for giving me such a wonderful days..
keep in touch,and we'll meet soon..
l.u.

please don't

in five days, then he'll go back to his ordinary life in Singapore..
it's too quick..too quick..
even i haven't showed all my missing to him..
then he should go back already..
please forgive me..
for my pathetic random post..

Running out of time..
but will spent it carefully..
i miss him,i always miss him, and i will always missing him..