Relieve nervous only for a while

long time no see...
it's 17th jan 09..
I just start to post something new in my life this month..

ok,let's directly talk about yesterday n today..
I had my speaking test yesterday..
it's hard to describe..
but i found many of them i recognized..
ok,talk bout the test..
the examiner kinda fine..
really nice n hopefully i answered all the question correctly..
i'm afraid it's out of the question..OMG,he even recorded it..
pliz...make this test have a gud mark..
then..
this morning was academic test..
listening,reading n writing..
i dunno how my test i did...i even don't dare to say that " I can"
(sigh)..
plizz....
let this test results a gud mark..(again)
i don't want to waste money n time anymore..
half of the cost of this test is from my own effort..
i don't want to make my mom wasting sth unuseful for me anymore..
pliz GOD..
bless me...

let's wait 4 another announcement..
again..wish me luck...AMIN