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so how if i am the " He" ?

allow me,mom...please?

hi,everyone?
how's your weekends? mine is just so so..
but today i met my old friends..feel so good to chat one another..
i will be excited if many of us in high school could gathering again,but hard to make it..
seems everyone is so busy and hard to find them either..
what i want to say, today is already 18th july..
oh my God..oh my God..it flows too fast..too fast..
i'm just running out of time..
one by one,they ( who study abroad friends) and him will start their uni life which means they won't be here..
about my fellas,next year gonna be a busy year,and i bet we couldn't hang out as much as this several months..so i just try to spend some quality time with them..may we gather again soon !!
i'll upload some pictures of us later..

and about my time with him..
every time i've spent with him has always been my quality time either..
on december i bet (again),even he'll gonna be here,but i can't spend so much time with him,coz he will get only short holiday..=( ( and so busy either )
remember bout my wish to get a vacation..
i'm so envy with the people when they could fix the time they'll get vacation.
i've told my mom and the boss..
the boss is just okay..but my mom.. it's so hard to make her sure and let me go..
let me go and i promise i'll be safe,mom..
i have so much consideration to convince myself that this august is just the right time to off from my jobs..i am so exhausted.. please,wish me luck and i will keep asking mom.. AMIN

okay enough about the grumbling
photos for you

May we BFF

see yah,and God Bless
xoxo

it's not only but it's already

oh my God..
i had written so long before this but this slow-dy internet didn't response at all..
so i have to write it from the beginning???
i guess so..

how are you,guys?
how is your sunday?
should be good huh?
but i'm stucked in the house doing nothing except the driving lesson early in the morning..
please,the railway has always been my biggest enemies in driving..
should pass it,should pass it..
but the tutor (read my driver) still doesn't let me to learn parking the car..
i'm bored to take around..i know i should learn more since i'm still unstable in it.

today is 4th July,come on,it's already 4th July..
sometimes we just don't realize how fast the time flows..
and i'm getting dizzy dizzy and dizzy..
i know i should be patient but pardon me..
i'm not that tough..
be optimist,Jen !!

this week gonna be busy busy week..
argh..
i want vacation ! may I ???
wish i could get it soon!

life is cruel and unpredictable

hellooo..
i think this time didn't take to long for me to blog..
anyway..
this week just happened so much thing and quite shocked me..

there was a death and there is as birth
there was a friend's leaving hometown while her girlfriend's father passed away right after the boy departed..
there was a car accident that quite shocked me..

it's too much and i don't feel comfortable..
yet i am really excited that someone's coming home tomorrow..
this time i won't think anything,what will i do later,instead of praying,let him has a really really smooth,safe,no burden flight to medan..*finger crossed*
then i would think another else after he has arrived here..

but let me show you some expression of my happiness..
i know it's not in the right time,but pardon me..


i just miss miss miss him too much..
God bless anyone..
take care yourself..

ps: thank you for not leaving comment with weird links despite normal comments..

new new new

yes,i know it has been long time since the last time i'm blogging..

first,my new header,credits to my cousin..
hahahaha...
i think i won't able to do such photoshop things that she did...
quite satisfied enough....=)
what do you think??

previous weeks there's nothing special..
just ordinary activity that you know..
but it's so so so nice since miss NL has come back to town till august..
gossiping,chatting,watching movies..
so nice...

and i am now waiting sweetly for someone arrival which is officially 8 days or one week from now..
i'm too excited..just wishes everything's gonna be alright..
good luck for his competition too...=)

God Bless anyone

i'll see you soon

guess what i will post today..
one movie accomplished !
actually i wish to watch this in the theater with someone..whatever,at least i've done with this..=)
yes,it's DEAR JOHN..
gonna share some quotes and pictures for you..
i'm melting to feel their love..

DEAR JOHN
" What will you do with a letter that changed everything? "

I like above pictures,both of them are gorgeus

their first kiss in the rain

"It's a full moon tonight. Which makes me think of you. Because i know that no matter what i'm doing, no matter where i am, this moon will always be the same size as yours. Half a world away." , john
"Most night i fall asleep worrying about you.wondering you may be out there.not tonight. tonight you are here with me.",savannah

"Eventually time always runs put. No matter how many years go by. I know one this to be as true as it ever was. I'll see you soon then. " , savannah

i love this movie.their feeling. their deep love each other. even in the middle of the movie shocked me to know that the girl married another guy.
quite happy because this is happy ending movie.
distance oh distance..you are so strong could separate people from their homies and love..
but you can't break their feelings one another,hopefully..

after watched this movie,you know what i'm thinking..
make me miss someone more than ever..
how about 'someone?

God Bless everyone.
Take care..

i'm not a girl,not yet a woman

anyong,everyone..
how's life?
some are having their test,some almost finish their exam and me, one subject more..

i don't have idea why my head is super super spinning..
got stomachache..i hate this pain..
even i'm upside down,wouldn't feel better..
yeah,we have to suffer this every months..


Besides,i am feeling lucky to be a female..
so much reason that i couldn't write anything..but i bet you know it..

last week,my friend's sister passed away.
after she borned the baby and got another complication,so the doctor should do another operation.. but i don't know what's going on..
the rumour said that her sister killed by bleeding to much and the doctor's mistakes in operation.
pity on her,she couldn't grow his boy..
and now the baby is still couldn't cry and still in the incubator box..

i think,mother is the greatest woman in the world
to suffer so much pain in the pregnancy and takes every risk when born her baby..
and don't know need to spend how many years to grow her children..
love your mom,everyone..


two more weeks for NL
one more month for him.. *love love love*
Good luck everyone..=)