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hello..
it's long weekend..kinda love it coz i don't have to work and i don't have to go to school either..
of course minus the thing i should do in the house..
how are you,everyone? hope you're doing well..

told you before that i've visited Singapore several weeks ago..
yes i know it's just common place,but you don't know how i wish,think,struggle,prepare hard to go there..people say,after this one,you could go there smoother than this..*amin*
five days,i was accompanied by him..=)
feels so good and i just like don't care what people see about us.
none will recognize us.and that's the most imposibble thing to get when we're in medan.. haha
but my body wasn't really healthy and i missed lots of thing..
next time,i promise..

from holiday to reality..
back to office and school..
busy day is always around and i'm kinda sick of it..
my lessons in the school is getting harder and harder which make me doubt,can i survive with all this stuff?
what i studied before couldn't compare to this one..
fighting fighting..let's rock this one,and hopefully december come soon..
oh,about my birthday..
just common birthday without friends and him, that's what i regret the most..
always wish we could celebrate it together..not this time..
but feel better for the wishes and his call <3<3 i think that's all quick post about what had happened previous month.. i'm waiting for something very precious and important for me,this month.. feel both happy and say..you know why..

have nice day everyone..

ILU , S

yes,it's September..
and how i love love love this month..
you know what had happened in this month..
tell you later..
it's just several minutes more to my birthday..
won't write anything anymore.
just wait and see what i will have tomorrow =)
may it's gonna be my another best day..
good night

miss you so much, G

prefer see you than goodbye

hello everyone..
i'm sorry for my absence to update my blog..
news for you..
i just came back from my five days short trip to Singapore !!!!
yes,i've completed one of my greatest resolution this year..
photos are coming soon..
so just wait and see ,okay?
a hint for you..

super thank you for him
i'm speechless

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so how if i am the " He" ?

allow me,mom...please?

hi,everyone?
how's your weekends? mine is just so so..
but today i met my old friends..feel so good to chat one another..
i will be excited if many of us in high school could gathering again,but hard to make it..
seems everyone is so busy and hard to find them either..
what i want to say, today is already 18th july..
oh my God..oh my God..it flows too fast..too fast..
i'm just running out of time..
one by one,they ( who study abroad friends) and him will start their uni life which means they won't be here..
about my fellas,next year gonna be a busy year,and i bet we couldn't hang out as much as this several months..so i just try to spend some quality time with them..may we gather again soon !!
i'll upload some pictures of us later..

and about my time with him..
every time i've spent with him has always been my quality time either..
on december i bet (again),even he'll gonna be here,but i can't spend so much time with him,coz he will get only short holiday..=( ( and so busy either )
remember bout my wish to get a vacation..
i'm so envy with the people when they could fix the time they'll get vacation.
i've told my mom and the boss..
the boss is just okay..but my mom.. it's so hard to make her sure and let me go..
let me go and i promise i'll be safe,mom..
i have so much consideration to convince myself that this august is just the right time to off from my jobs..i am so exhausted.. please,wish me luck and i will keep asking mom.. AMIN

okay enough about the grumbling
photos for you

May we BFF

see yah,and God Bless
xoxo

it's not only but it's already

oh my God..
i had written so long before this but this slow-dy internet didn't response at all..
so i have to write it from the beginning???
i guess so..

how are you,guys?
how is your sunday?
should be good huh?
but i'm stucked in the house doing nothing except the driving lesson early in the morning..
please,the railway has always been my biggest enemies in driving..
should pass it,should pass it..
but the tutor (read my driver) still doesn't let me to learn parking the car..
i'm bored to take around..i know i should learn more since i'm still unstable in it.

today is 4th July,come on,it's already 4th July..
sometimes we just don't realize how fast the time flows..
and i'm getting dizzy dizzy and dizzy..
i know i should be patient but pardon me..
i'm not that tough..
be optimist,Jen !!

this week gonna be busy busy week..
argh..
i want vacation ! may I ???
wish i could get it soon!

life is cruel and unpredictable

hellooo..
i think this time didn't take to long for me to blog..
anyway..
this week just happened so much thing and quite shocked me..

there was a death and there is as birth
there was a friend's leaving hometown while her girlfriend's father passed away right after the boy departed..
there was a car accident that quite shocked me..

it's too much and i don't feel comfortable..
yet i am really excited that someone's coming home tomorrow..
this time i won't think anything,what will i do later,instead of praying,let him has a really really smooth,safe,no burden flight to medan..*finger crossed*
then i would think another else after he has arrived here..

but let me show you some expression of my happiness..
i know it's not in the right time,but pardon me..


i just miss miss miss him too much..
God bless anyone..
take care yourself..

ps: thank you for not leaving comment with weird links despite normal comments..