happy very belated new year

hello,guys...
i know it's so late already...
but still wanna to say happy new years..
it's still january..=p

anyway..yeah,some things had happened while i didn't update my blog..
he'll leave me..
and i still don't know when i could meet him..
since he won't go to US for internship,but he'll searching an internship in singapore while he'll having holiday this may..
it's ok..coz it's for his goodness.. will always support him...=)

argh...it's only half of january and i miss him like i don't see him for months...

i have started my holiday...it's the only thing make me quite happy coz i 'm in syndrom of laziness..haha..

chine new year is around the corner too..
together with valentine day...
i wish i could celebrate this day with himm.. but effortless..
fighting,jen!

i think i'm gonna find stuff for the CNY..
cut my hair.. and so on..
i wish i could change my blog skins too..
later on..not in the mood..

okay,people..one of the resolution in 2010
"to be able to drive the car"
and meet him in singapore..

wish anything runs well....=)


ps: i miss you

GBUs

two days left

My God..
it's just left two days then we'll leave everything on 2009..

whether it's new year, won't ever forget anything had happened in this year and previous years..
about family..about school..about love...and about someone...

sometimes i hate the feels of new year..
because when it started to step the new year..
it is gonna closer to the date when someone will leave me for several months..again..
how many days he is here won't ever enough..
i knows i'm sounded selfish..i am anyway..

i wish i could meet him everyday..

supporting myself.. should make another precious moments,rite?
good luck good luck..

for you too,dear..
hope he's exam result to be good..amin..

anyway,belated merry christmas..
meet you on 2010..=)))



love,

you miss me?

you miss me? don't worry..i miss you either, dear blog... =)..
really don't have much time seems when i'm back from school.. got no more energy to start blogging..
and you know? my holidays even have not started yet..
who cares?haha..

tell you the most important thing..
he is here.. december,that's why i love you...

but i 'm having difficulty where i should go out seems everywhere is super crowded by people...
recommend me some places please?

just gonna make another precious moment when he is here..
i'm begging you to be slower,time.. please?

christmas is around the corner?
what a wonderful month..

miss you everyone..
take care..=)

doesn't mean anything

i supposed to post something more than this..
but i don't get any energy..
moody..lonely..confuse.. seems no way out for me..
just wish me luck..could handle all the things in my minds..to clear it all.. to believe..to be patient.. and another positive things..
now kinda sick with the people in my group of presentation.. even it was the last minute before our presentation,they could sit down in the canteen chat with those not important people.. i don't care anw..

send you music..
always love ALICIA KEYS..
the type of her songs and beat..love it..and the piano too..

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Used to dream of being a millionaire, without a care
But if I’m seeing my dreams and you aren’t there
Cause it’s over
That just won’t be fair, darling

I’d rather be a poor woman living on the street,
No food to eat
Cause I don’t want no pie if I have to cry
Cause it’s over when you said goodbye

chorus:
All at once, I had it all
But it doesn’t mean anything
Now that you’re gone
From afar, seems I had it all
But it doesn’t mean anything
Since you’re gone

Now I see what’s out through different eyes
So surprised
Being alone it make you realize
When it’s over, “all-in” love was there

Should’ve been there (2x)
Shoulda’ (2x)

chorus

I know I pushed you away
But can I do that will safe our love
Take these material things
They don’t mean nothing
It’s you, that I want, ‘s all I want

chorus

Should’ve been there (2x)
Shoulda’ (2x)

All at once ,see I had it all
But it doesn’t mean anything
Now that you’re gone
From afar, seems I had it all
But it doesn’t mean anything
Since you’re gone

will update

will update..
when i am not so busy... arghhh...
post some pictures when i went to brastagi too..
crazy driver..
i never go backto medan from brastagi in healthy condition..
anw.. next time gonna tell you..=)
see yah..
GB anyone..

miss you,dear..

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

hello anyone..
miss blogging too..
but mostly when i started to sign in..
i forgot what i want to say...=P

weekend,no weekend, i need to go to office tomorrow..again..
pity on me..

just tell you sth that makes me in good good mood..
there's a trip from my company to brastagi..
i know brastagi is a common place..
but this time is different i think.. without families but others employee..
i thought i couldn't go there coz no one replace my job.. luckily my aunt can handle that and this is the first time either i'm waiting for Monday..=)

i need refreshing.. really..

however, i got one exam on tuesday..
maybe tomorrow i'll start studying..

December, waiting for you
really really can't wait for his arrival..

miss you much much and much..
how about you?
good luck for your exam.. keep fighting.. support you from here...=)

NEW MOON is coming
another wishes,to watch this with you..
hopefully

GB all..
regards,

OMG

just as what i said
just as what i said..
another exams on this coming thursday and tomorrow..

urgh..
can i have a rest??

GB all..
tke care...