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2011-10-02T03:42:00.000-07:00

yes,here I am..
from last september post to early october post.. Time flies..
I have been sooo lazy lately..

September ended already.. my dear month.. am always craving for you..
happy anniversary for both of us,dear.. :)

how are you guys ?
Tomorrow is Monday and i am afraid to imagine how many works I'm going to do since my boss just landed here and there are soooooo many bills that haven't been paid..
but better to finish them soon coz i will be on leave for several days..

yes, I am going to somewhere with my mom..
actually i'm looking forward to visit him on this holidays but my mom doesn't allow me to go there..
I have been thinking so many excuses so my mom will allow me..
but apparently it doesn't work..
maybe it just not the time for me..
next time,dear? next timeeeee.. *fingercrossed*

I have been craving to hang out with my friends..
i miss having fun , i miss everything..
nothing much to say..
just doing the best for what i can do in my life..
hope you are too..

courtesy of tumblr

lovely September

2011-09-04T06:21:00.000-07:00

Hello anyonghaseyoooooo...
i'm so sorry for abandoning my blog.. seems i have no idea what to write down here..
how are you people doing?

I'm doing fine and just so so..
Kinda busy because of Hari Raya and super boring when it come to the holiday..
stay at home and doing housework..
washing dishes is just like my menu everyday -___-

Time flies sooooo fast and i'm pretty amazed that it's already September..
The Month i love the most.. full of memories and yes, today is my birthday !
so this afternoon i went to Sun plaza with Caryn.. it's only both of us and i'm feeling a bit weird..
little surprise came from her and from N and F too ( my friends at PIA )
i am feeling good good good..
even though people i love were not here, but i can feel their love..
yes i miss them so much that i don't wish for anything else but to celebrate our birthday together.. will do ya one day..
too many wishlist till i don't know what to say..
may everything runs well..
oh not forget to mention, skype with him last night, feeling good, at least ease my loneliness a bit..

one thing i dislike for this month, college gonna start soon ( read tomorrow)
argh i don't feel like i'm having holidays for last two months..
okay stop grumbling..
should do the best and hwaiting !!!

i'll try to blog often..

good night everybody..
miss my fellas so much and miss you badly, G..

need you now

2011-08-13T12:24:00.000-07:00

it's 2.27 a.m and i have no idea why i am still awake right now..

and i won't type much..
it's been a gorgeous week..
when he went back here for six days and let me to see him everyday until the time he had to fly back to singapore again..
i was so excited of his arrival yet i knew as soon as he's here, then the time he has to leave soon was so close as well..
there's never enough time for me. ever .
i miss you, when i'm still with you, then you know,how i miss you right now,when you are not right here besides me..

let go yes, move on yes..
just keep waiting for yah... :)
see you, December !

girl stuffs

2011-07-10T08:14:00.000-07:00

hello,fellas..
how are you doing?
I'm feeling good even though sometimes i feel bored so much..
this afternoon i hang out with two of my besties..
feel so good to meet them..
actually we are five.. but two of them can't make themselves to go back here..
really wish we could gather again..

I'm in holiday and really confuse what i should do after work..
maybe some tuition could help me..
i know my english has been degrading nowadays.. but everytime i try to look for one tuition,it came out nothing..
either my schedule or anything..
okay i should find something to doo..

by the way, i wanna post something girly..
and yes they are accessories .. I'm a huge fan of them..
but this one,i just love to look but don't love to buy..
seems it's in right now,but it won't really trend anymore later..
just share to you..

but this one is obviously one i will have on my own one day.. *amen*

show me ways, God..

2011-07-03T07:01:00.000-07:00

hello,everyone?
today is Sunday and I've spent time mostly on TV..

i won't tell much things today..
suddenly i'm in a huge dilemma..
am i picking the right choice to study abroad?
am i ready to leave everything here?
i am not a type that easily adapt with new environment..
i'm pretty good in my comfort zone..
yet my mom seems has already convinced herself to let me go..
I need another things that could make me sure enough that everything will be alright..
that's all buddy..
see you next time..

what i'm going to upload but there's an error last time

happy birthday to you

2011-06-29T07:17:00.000-07:00

hello , people..
i don't know what to browse plus he asked why i don't update my blog..
so here i ammm...

i have finished my Final, so so so so relieve to free from it..
*singing*
but i confuse too, what to do in my holiday..
anyway,last week was a disaster..
my mom suddenly keep forcing me to study abroad..
i am in a super massive dilemma..
you know i just cannot leave everything directly here..
i have to think about my present jobs..
what should i say to my boss ?
and i have to be separate again with him with longer distance..
after rethinking for couples of days, i thought i would take my mom's advice..
but we are still not sure..
so many things have to be discuss..

pass it..
i am going to post about someone birthday..
yes, his birthday was two days ago..
too bad i wasn't there..
thanks his friends for helping me to create little surprise for him..
Happy birthday,dear..
May all your dreams come true.. good luck in everything,dear.. :*

i dunno what happened, but i can't upload photos here..
maybe next time..

good night everybody..

long time no see

2011-06-17T06:29:00.000-07:00

hello people..
how are yah ??
I'm pretty lazy to update my blog..
please pardon me..
my last post was two months ago..
two months got so much things happened..
but you know what i'm going to tell right now..

May 25th, i went to lovely S city in order to visit him..
that's my main purpose to go there..
i can't stand i have to wait till december to see him..
so Thanks God,I've given this great opportunity to see him..

this time i thought i stayed longer than previous time..
this time is a bit different too..
well he has already started his internship, which means we got time only after he finished his jobs at 6
who cares? as long as i could still spend some time with him right?
then we went to Batam, together with his Uni friends..
so much fun i can tell..
although there's nothing special, but we've spent quality time !
i feel lucky to know his friends..
they are all so nice and friendly..
we stayed for a night,playing cards,chatting and etc..
can't describe them by words..
one word , HAPPY !

not forget to mention about the GSS in S city..
aaaaaa.. i keep regreting for myself.. i'm getting confuse because too many stuffs there till i didn't buy things that i really like.. next time,okay? next timeee..

the best part is to be with him, to spend day with him, to chat with him, to lay myself on his shoulder, to hug and being hug..
the worst part is you know.....

so today is Friday,my final will be started from next Monday..
hectic weekssssss.. can't stand to finish all of them siaaahhhhh..
anyway,wish me luck..
by the way,i am so upset these several days.. it's all because my workmate..
oh God,may You punished her for what she has been doing in the office..

one of my June wishes, may he come back,even just for a while is okay..
*fingercrossed* Amin...

that's all about my short trip and my days..
the actually three months holidays that had been trimmed into five days..
see you see you, G.. *hopefully*

some pictures for you

see you fellas

i really am

2011-04-24T07:59:00.000-07:00

hello,everyone ?
I've checked that i'm almost leaving this blog for approximately two months..
you miss me? i do miss you..
but everytime i try to post something..
there's just a blank page in my mind..
how are you doing?

these two months were so so..
never get rid of jobs, assignments, and yes exams are driving me crazy..
i've picked Business when i'm in third year later..
i don't know whether i'll make it through, seems everyone say that it's the hardest of the others two. i'm not really into teaching and tourism.
okay,just go ahead !

so i've never missed my blog mentioning him..
so are now, it's 24th april, tomorrow is 25th april, which it means officially one more month and i'm going to meet him...
really really can't wait..
and yesterday mom showed me the tix's bill and make me realize it closer to the day..
Dear God, thanks for all of the opportunity that You've given to me..
Thank you..
not forget to mention, Happy Easter everyone..
looking forward to see You and him ;)

pardom me

2011-02-27T07:38:00.000-08:00

pardon meee....
i know i have been abandoning my blog..
seems i have nothing to post..
well actually i did, but l am lazy..

i'll post if i have something interesting..
it's almost the end of february..
lovely month ?
yes an no..
no, because i've started my normal activities..
work and school..
the teachers keep torturing us by giving super massive homeworks..
geee..
yes because i've got a bunch of roses from him for valentines day..
and i've successfully dried them.. so i need you to tell me how to keep them?

it's sunday...
it's the day of ICN show,which he's a commitee in it..
i've been waiting for this two days..
he is sooooooo busy...
good luck anyway,dear..
and for all of you too !
nite

Day two, getting better

2011-01-21T06:25:00.000-08:00

Day one was totally disaster..
with a wake up text, written he's leaving soon..
force myself to wake up while i prefer to stay under my blanket so much and let nobody disturb me..
sometimes i wish i could be someone selfish, to not care what will happen if i were absence from my office.. okay,you know it's hard for me to do so..
yesterday felt so bad,pretending myself okay in front of my colleagues, while i was totally no concentration at all..
luckily by his text and our chats, my sadness is cured step by step..
i'm not that moody even i'm sad..
i'm sorry for being so emo..
i promised i'll cheer up myself,doing something useful,meet him soon *hopefully*
so how are you doing,people ?

i'm gonna post about something blue and lovely..
really craving for them...

yes,this is quite a brand for jewelry.. do you know what i love from this ? the color of the blue.. it so so so beautiful and i keep rebloging them if i found any pictures connected to them..
well, of course the jewelry is beautiful either.. shall save some then ;)

Maldives

Dear God, this is totally awesomeness.. the scenery and the beach and the resorts and the floating room.. i also found that there's a couple got their pre-wed photo sessions here,it's just amazing.. adding this one to my dreamland lists..

have a nice day everyone ! Take care

see you soon, i promise

2011-01-19T07:07:00.000-08:00

The tears have dropped for several times before posting this post..
today is our last day of his holiday here..
there's no more to be able to sit next to him,to be able to lay on his shoulder, to be able to "fake-pinch" him, to be able to let him fetch me,to be able to talk each other directly,to be able to sense his warmness and care..
it'll need such a long time to have it all again..

this is the year where he has to started his internship and ruined his holiday..
there's no more holiday this middle of the year..
if i'm not able to visit him, then i've to wait until the end of 2011..
i can't imagine that..
so i'll start planning.. for my off day in the offices, and hopefully i got friends to accompany me there..
then hopefully he'll have time to spend the day with me..
hopefully hopefully..

Dear God,may our plans run well...

" If the days won't allow us to see each other, memories will, and if my eyes can't see you, my heart will never forget you."

Thank you,for giving me such a wonderful days..
keep in touch,and we'll meet soon..
l.u.

please don't

2011-01-15T09:10:00.000-08:00

in five days, then he'll go back to his ordinary life in Singapore..
it's too quick..too quick..
even i haven't showed all my missing to him..
then he should go back already..
please forgive me..
for my pathetic random post..

Running out of time..
but will spent it carefully..
i miss him,i always miss him, and i will always missing him..

Happy new year !!

2011-01-01T05:19:00.000-08:00

helloo....
happy new year..!!!
i don't know how long i've been sleeping today because i', extremely exhausted..
yesterday i spent my new year's eve with my junior high school friends..
i'm so happy even all of us are in different universities , we could still gather like this..
and before i spent my new year's eve, yess,guess what?

HE'S HERE..
i could even scream but i'll do it in my heart..lol
first day met him,so so so happy and excited..
this time he'll spend his holiday shorter than before..
i have only two weeks and surely it doesn't enough..
nothing i can do..make the great memories for this new year..
i want to spend every day, every single day, with him
please be good to me,time.. i need you to be slower..
and please don't give us so much burden..let us pass this holiday smoothly..
Amen..

2010,last year..
my great year..some of my resolutions were accomplished..
Thanks God..
hope this year will go smoothly either..
Good luck everyone

all the time

2010-12-27T08:38:00.000-08:00

loving this song currently..
and i've just finished watching this movie..
korean dramas never dies..
at least they always accompany me..
someone come back soon okay...

please tell him

2010-12-25T05:39:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas everyone !!
how's your holiday ?
today i stay at home and having dvds marathon..
feels both nice and empty..
i never got a chance to celebrate these day with him..
pretty disappointed...

He's in Jakarta right now...
having fun with family will always make us happy :)
hope you're having lots of fun there..
and i'm waiting sweetly here..
come back soon ;)

Dear God,
i'm sorry for making no effort to visit You every week..
but i'm so so so happy..
at least i got a chance yesterday to praise You..
how lucky i am..
from my deepest heart,Thank you..
bless us always and people in the world..
Amen

i miss him so badly.. :(

if only fairy tales do exist

2010-12-19T05:27:00.000-08:00

hello,people..

how are you doing?
hope all of you are doing fine..
i've just finished my first paper yesterday..
and i was shocked by the contain..
too much too difficult and make me wonder how those teachers could create questions like that..
at least i've done my best..
one and half down..
three and half to go..
hope i can survive..

OMG i can't believe i still got time to watch movie yesterday..
feeling guilty but it worth to watch..
present to you,

A Tangled Tale _ Rapunzel

The part when Rapunzel healed Eugene hand by using her magic heart.. loving the song
" Flower,gleam and glow.Let your power shine.Make the clock reverse. Bring back what once was mine.Heal what has been hurt.Change the fates design.Save what has been lost.Bring back what once was mine."

The Lantern part...i love this scene the most.. how they animated the flying and glowing lantern are so amazing..this part is so romantic either..

At last, they live happily ever after.

Yeah,most of fairy tales present happy ending story..
but in the real world.. we don't know what will happen..

good night everyone....
ps waiting for someone to be here soon

can't avoid this one

2010-12-11T23:37:00.000-08:00

hello people...
it's 2.41 now and instead of studying,i am sitting in front of the computer..
please i should kill my boredom for a while..
not until a week then i'll be facing my final..
yes i know i keep repeating those words..
because i can do nothing..well it's better to grumble for a while then i promised will start to study..
i'm in the mood now..
nothing can burden me..
oops,besides of this bad stomachache is killing me..
geeee..

some of my friends are in hometown,waiting for us to finish our final,and have fun !!!
i can't wait for the end of december or maybe early january..
somebody is coming backk..
let me scream...

fyi,he's having his final too..
omo,exams are kinda torturing..
good luck,dear..
good luck for all of you and me !

some pictures for my dead blog,
where can i find this kind of shoes here ? i adore it much,so nice..

bye,everyone..

bored to the max

2010-12-05T05:13:00.000-08:00

hello everyone..
sorry for my dead blog..
i have no mood to post recently since nothing's eye catching me..
i keep reminding myself to be patience and may everything runs well..
i've done with my HSK tests and i think it won't be a good one..

i hate telling this but the fact is , yes, final is around the corner..
everyone's final is around the corner..
make me sick sick sick....

i should start to study..

it's enough for today..
i know this isn't an interesting post..
good luck everyone

you too,GGP ..

be happy

2010-11-17T08:13:00.000-08:00

anyonghaseyoooo..
how are you people ?
hope you are doing well,always.. ;)

last week i am so so so worry with my HSK exam..
the fact is, the exam will be postpone until next 28 November..
i feel both relief and sad..
relief i still got time to study,stress out because i can't put down the burdens on my shoulder yet.
fighting fighting..
it is exactly next month, i will be facing my final exams..
Ohmay...really this semester is too much for me..
i know i should stop grumbling and start studying..

Oh..i just watched some DVDs recently..
one of them is " Letters to Juliet "
yes i am too late for this movie..
maybe some people think that this movie isn't that nice as i thought..
but i love it..love the love story..and love Amanda Seyfried
i can't tell the exact story.. just try to watch :)

the vineyards

and i'm waiting for

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows

so sad i couldn't watch this with my close friends and him :(

Quote for today :
" Doubt thou the stars are fire.
Doubt that the sun doth move.
Doubt truth be a liar.
But never doubt i love. " - Letters to Juliet..

Good luck for upcoming exams everybody..

p.s. missing dora dora and missing GGP much

HSK

2010-11-09T06:54:00.000-08:00

i just have less than five days to prepare my HSK exam.
told you before it's just like mandarin toefl or ielts..
yes today i skipped my class because i didn't think any single thing in today's lesson will cross my mind..i know it's my own thought.. pardon me this time?

ohmay...
my heart doesn't prepare well for this exam..
but i've to follow it..
wish me luck,okay?
i'm in random mood and mostly not in the good mood..

good luck everyone and for him too..

hello november

2010-11-02T10:35:00.000-07:00

Hello, November..
one month to december and approximately two months to go,for his arrival >.<
i can't stop saying i want holiday..
need hibernation and take a long long rest..
but it's so hard to make it.. :(

how are you everyone?
tell you i got quite high score for my compre test.. yihiyyy..
but i don.t know how my listening and reading tests gonna be..geee..
both of them are so so so difficult on their exams..
hope me doing well..
and all of you..
i believe all of you no longer will be facing final exams..
good luck and keep on the spirit..
Fighting !!!

our day

2010-10-25T10:26:00.000-07:00

random wishes :

how are you ?
yes still i got so many things to doo..
wish me luck.,..and you too,dear..
happy 37 months <3

struggling

2010-10-23T08:14:00.000-07:00

hello people people in the world..
how are you,guys ?
always hope you are doing fine..
and me? i bet you know what i'm going to grumble..
oh yes assignments assignments assignments..
plus mid test ! gee..
i haven't prepared myself enough yet..
plus *again* , my HSK (read kinda chinese toefl) exam is around the corner..
oh my oh my.. i really should start to study..

tell you what i'm thinking..
people around me , close to me , are really unpredictable..
anything is possible,really..
make me so sad they fall into troubles..
somehow,make me wonder..
yes there's nothing immortal in this world..
what i can do is to thank God for what i have today.. to have such a great families, friends and my love one.
every failure,trouble,problem make us grow and learn.
once we are down,keep trying.because what you want never comes to us instead we keep struggling for it.

really wish it were holiday..
and really wish i could off from my jobs for several days..

okay,enough enough..
me encouraging myself.. October almost ends.. welcoming November and can't wait for December !!!
i know before that we have to pass exams first..
so fighting everyone !
have a good day..GB and visit's my tumblr at jennifersoh.tumblr.com

ps: missyoualways =) take care there and keep on the spirit

back on the track

2010-10-03T09:31:00.000-07:00

i'm back !!
yes for the whole uncertain busy stuff i should get through everyday and should get back soon..
really wish every is friday,saturday. i don't really like sunday, remind me of so much business in monday..
this semester is crazy and worrisome for me..
to finish assignments in a row.. both working and studying.. yes ,i am so exhausted..
how i miss last several month with my ladies and him..
to forget everything about assignments and not so overloaded jobs..
the time we always go to nowhere instead of mall and always trying to go somewhere new..
at last we don't care where we've been, as long as we gather together..
miss you, girls..and mine..
today i'm kinda happy a bit..
because he just came back from his competition in malaysia , which made me couldn't contact him for two days..>.<

another things make me confuse, i couldn't find any nice stuff,where to have make up and hair do, attend my cousin's wedding party.. *sigh*

how are you everyone ? keep on the spirit !!

shared you some :

Potluck at Jo's house

Girls night out *lovelovelove*

the day when five of us are complete !!!! *missallofyou*

one of my fav photos
*missyoualways*

take care everyone

super blank

2010-09-27T09:21:00.000-07:00

helloo..
i am supposed to write many things here..
but sometimes when i'd like to start to write..
nothing cross my mind..
you know how am i doing recently?
i'm doing bad bad bad..
hectic, tired,exhausted,chaos or any vocabulary that categorized in bad things..
i can't cheer myself up..
help me please?
how are you, everybody?
hope you're doing well..
you too dear..
i'm proud of you..=)
okay,gonna boost up my mood soon and will try so hard to present good writing on my blog..
i know it's so dead miss N.. =p

see you

tumblr

2010-09-18T11:23:00.001-07:00

hellooo..

suddenly i would like to post something..

forget about my stressful,dreadful,crazy assignments this week..

which make me feel so defenceless.. i need someone you know who to lay on..

i join tumblr..which i was amazed by the great quotes, pictures and so on..

share you one above,and hope they don't mind i picked it..

last day

2010-09-12T08:08:00.000-07:00

Oh my God...
see..last two days i just mentioned it's long weekend in fact i have to face that today is my last holiday..
geez...give me back my long weekend..
i am really really really reluctant to start my boring day again !!
even i feel tired already..okay,it's my mindset..
pardon me for keep grumbling..
not in the mood..
yes,i forgot that i have so much assignment to do..
somehow i don't really care about it..
how are you doing,everyone?
please don't just like me..
cheer up cheer up..
yes,i know i must..
i'm terribly missing someone..
anything could help me??
okay,enough enough..
move on , Jen..
he and the others are struggling out there..
and i must too..
good luck,everyone !!!
Take care everyone..

one of my fav pictures
tell you something,on this day, some of my dreams were accomplished..
feels so great that my dreams come true..
sorry,won't tell you what they were..

just thanks, God !!!

randomly

2010-09-10T07:37:00.000-07:00

hello..
it's long weekend..kinda love it coz i don't have to work and i don't have to go to school either..
of course minus the thing i should do in the house..
how are you,everyone? hope you're doing well..

told you before that i've visited Singapore several weeks ago..
yes i know it's just common place,but you don't know how i wish,think,struggle,prepare hard to go there..people say,after this one,you could go there smoother than this..*amin*
five days,i was accompanied by him..=)
feels so good and i just like don't care what people see about us.
none will recognize us.and that's the most imposibble thing to get when we're in medan.. haha
but my body wasn't really healthy and i missed lots of thing..
next time,i promise..

from holiday to reality..
back to office and school..
busy day is always around and i'm kinda sick of it..
my lessons in the school is getting harder and harder which make me doubt,can i survive with all this stuff?
what i studied before couldn't compare to this one..
fighting fighting..let's rock this one,and hopefully december come soon..
oh,about my birthday..
just common birthday without friends and him, that's what i regret the most..
always wish we could celebrate it together..not this time..
but feel better for the wishes and his call <3<3 i think that's all quick post about what had happened previous month.. i'm waiting for something very precious and important for me,this month.. feel both happy and say..you know why..

have nice day everyone..

ILU , S

2010-09-03T09:21:00.000-07:00

yes,it's September..
and how i love love love this month..
you know what had happened in this month..
tell you later..
it's just several minutes more to my birthday..
won't write anything anymore.
just wait and see what i will have tomorrow =)
may it's gonna be my another best day..
good night

miss you so much, G

prefer see you than goodbye

2010-08-29T07:51:00.000-07:00

hello everyone..
i'm sorry for my absence to update my blog..
news for you..
i just came back from my five days short trip to Singapore !!!!
yes,i've completed one of my greatest resolution this year..
photos are coming soon..
so just wait and see ,okay?
a hint for you..

super thank you for him
i'm speechless

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2010-07-26T08:29:00.000-07:00

so how if i am the " He" ?

allow me,mom...please?

2010-07-18T07:59:00.000-07:00

hi,everyone?
how's your weekends? mine is just so so..
but today i met my old friends..feel so good to chat one another..
i will be excited if many of us in high school could gathering again,but hard to make it..
seems everyone is so busy and hard to find them either..
what i want to say, today is already 18th july..
oh my God..oh my God..it flows too fast..too fast..
i'm just running out of time..
one by one,they ( who study abroad friends) and him will start their uni life which means they won't be here..
about my fellas,next year gonna be a busy year,and i bet we couldn't hang out as much as this several months..so i just try to spend some quality time with them..may we gather again soon !!
i'll upload some pictures of us later..

and about my time with him..
every time i've spent with him has always been my quality time either..
on december i bet (again),even he'll gonna be here,but i can't spend so much time with him,coz he will get only short holiday..=( ( and so busy either )
remember bout my wish to get a vacation..
i'm so envy with the people when they could fix the time they'll get vacation.
i've told my mom and the boss..
the boss is just okay..but my mom.. it's so hard to make her sure and let me go..
let me go and i promise i'll be safe,mom..
i have so much consideration to convince myself that this august is just the right time to off from my jobs..i am so exhausted.. please,wish me luck and i will keep asking mom.. AMIN

okay enough about the grumbling
photos for you

May we BFF

see yah,and God Bless
xoxo

it's not only but it's already

2010-07-04T07:27:00.000-07:00

oh my God..
i had written so long before this but this slow-dy internet didn't response at all..
so i have to write it from the beginning???
i guess so..

how are you,guys?
how is your sunday?
should be good huh?
but i'm stucked in the house doing nothing except the driving lesson early in the morning..
please,the railway has always been my biggest enemies in driving..
should pass it,should pass it..
but the tutor (read my driver) still doesn't let me to learn parking the car..
i'm bored to take around..i know i should learn more since i'm still unstable in it.

today is 4th July,come on,it's already 4th July..
sometimes we just don't realize how fast the time flows..
and i'm getting dizzy dizzy and dizzy..
i know i should be patient but pardon me..
i'm not that tough..
be optimist,Jen !!

this week gonna be busy busy week..
argh..
i want vacation ! may I ???
wish i could get it soon!

life is cruel and unpredictable

2010-06-06T07:29:00.000-07:00

hellooo..
i think this time didn't take to long for me to blog..
anyway..
this week just happened so much thing and quite shocked me..

there was a death and there is as birth
there was a friend's leaving hometown while her girlfriend's father passed away right after the boy departed..
there was a car accident that quite shocked me..

it's too much and i don't feel comfortable..
yet i am really excited that someone's coming home tomorrow..
this time i won't think anything,what will i do later,instead of praying,let him has a really really smooth,safe,no burden flight to medan..*finger crossed*
then i would think another else after he has arrived here..

but let me show you some expression of my happiness..
i know it's not in the right time,but pardon me..

i just miss miss miss him too much..
God bless anyone..
take care yourself..

ps: thank you for not leaving comment with weird links despite normal comments..

new new new

2010-05-30T06:43:00.000-07:00

yes,i know it has been long time since the last time i'm blogging..

first,my new header,credits to my cousin..
hahahaha...
i think i won't able to do such photoshop things that she did...
quite satisfied enough....=)
what do you think??

previous weeks there's nothing special..
just ordinary activity that you know..
but it's so so so nice since miss NL has come back to town till august..
gossiping,chatting,watching movies..
so nice...

and i am now waiting sweetly for someone arrival which is officially 8 days or one week from now..
i'm too excited..just wishes everything's gonna be alright..
good luck for his competition too...=)

God Bless anyone

i'll see you soon

2010-05-09T08:23:00.000-07:00

guess what i will post today..
one movie accomplished !
actually i wish to watch this in the theater with someone..whatever,at least i've done with this..=)
yes,it's DEAR JOHN..
gonna share some quotes and pictures for you..
i'm melting to feel their love..

DEAR JOHN
" What will you do with a letter that changed everything? "

I like above pictures,both of them are gorgeus

their first kiss in the rain

"It's a full moon tonight. Which makes me think of you. Because i know that no matter what i'm doing, no matter where i am, this moon will always be the same size as yours. Half a world away." , john
"Most night i fall asleep worrying about you.wondering you may be out there.not tonight. tonight you are here with me.",savannah

"Eventually time always runs put. No matter how many years go by. I know one this to be as true as it ever was. I'll see you soon then. " , savannah

i love this movie.their feeling. their deep love each other. even in the middle of the movie shocked me to know that the girl married another guy.
quite happy because this is happy ending movie.
distance oh distance..you are so strong could separate people from their homies and love..
but you can't break their feelings one another,hopefully..

after watched this movie,you know what i'm thinking..
make me miss someone more than ever..
how about 'someone?

God Bless everyone.
Take care..

i'm not a girl,not yet a woman

2010-05-02T05:11:00.000-07:00

anyong,everyone..
how's life?
some are having their test,some almost finish their exam and me, one subject more..

i don't have idea why my head is super super spinning..
got stomachache..i hate this pain..
even i'm upside down,wouldn't feel better..
yeah,we have to suffer this every months..

Besides,i am feeling lucky to be a female..
so much reason that i couldn't write anything..but i bet you know it..

last week,my friend's sister passed away.
after she borned the baby and got another complication,so the doctor should do another operation.. but i don't know what's going on..
the rumour said that her sister killed by bleeding to much and the doctor's mistakes in operation.
pity on her,she couldn't grow his boy..
and now the baby is still couldn't cry and still in the incubator box..

i think,mother is the greatest woman in the world
to suffer so much pain in the pregnancy and takes every risk when born her baby..
and don't know need to spend how many years to grow her children..
love your mom,everyone..

two more weeks for NL
one more month for him.. *love love love*
Good luck everyone..=)

tough week tough day tough month

2010-04-25T07:30:00.000-07:00

hello..
i am absolutely sure that all of you are busy with the assignments and exams stuff..
i do either but i'm not in the mood to do it..
this week i'm going to have 3 subjects for the exam.. i haven't prepared any yet..
but i will..don't worry..

anyway,he's busy with his exams..
miss him..
should be patient after his exams..
argh,it's supposed to meet him in May..
but he's having a competition..one more month..
but i'll have a nice time with Ms. NL and other fellas...=)

i feel something weird if i don't add any pictures,so here you are..

some scene in the movie..
i am so so so excited with this movie..
but i'm dunno whether i could watch this with him or not..

anyway,thanks for visiting my blog and giving any comment..
some comment i dunno what it means..
please write it in english so i'll understand what are yo talking about..
thanks

God bless all..
miss you and bona fortuna

don't burn

2010-04-12T08:22:00.000-07:00

hello,everyone..
i got headache seems the weather is too hot..
too hot that i'm not in the mood of studying or working..
windy day please come..
how's your day,people?
some's going to have ther final exam,huh?
pretty busy i think.. good luck for you..

anyway,just wanna to talk something about my fav..
maybe some people wonder,why i love blue so much..
okay,not that much..i mean i don't persist all my stuff should be in blue..
but i just love to see the color..
some source said that the color of blue means calm,relax,cooling..i do feel it..
just see the pictures below..

wasn't it fascinating?
i just love the blue sky and ocean..=)

for your information,

Velisia Catherina Sutanto
this seven-year-old girl suffered from Leukimia.
for anyone who visit my blog,please help her by your pray..
hopefully my sister will find some way to get some money to donate her..
God Bless you,anyone..

take care..

solutions come to me please

2010-04-10T07:44:00.000-07:00

weekends oh weekends..
finally i could reach you after this burning-lazy-tiring week

i forgot when we got earthquake early in the morning and i'm scared..
luckily it didn't black out when it happened..
then as usual,there are always assignments everyday...
i need vacation..

by the way,i watch clash of titans yesterday,not in 3D
i think it's quite nice..with the legend of Gods such as Zeus,Poseidon and Hades..
remember the Percy Jackson movie?he's a Demigod,son of Poseidon..
while in this movie,it's talk about another Demigod,Perseus,son of Zeus..
quite complicated too..but i like it..
from all the Gods in Greek i know,number one is still Poseidon and his sons...=)

my mind is spinning,about when is the best time to have a vacation to SG ?
seems it's so complicated and still no solutions..
too much thinking and consideration..
Show me the way,God..

i browsed this randomly,to refresh my mind..

R A I n B O W

love to see the colors.
life is full of colors.. how sweet our life be is the colors just like the rainbow..
but still the best colors is

everyone is going to be busy..
holiday please come to me..i'm exhausted..
good luck for final exam everyone,especially You..
mine is still two months to go...

GB

yay yay yay

2010-04-04T09:01:00.000-07:00

i am blogging randomly and suddenly..
while webcaming with him..
this made me so happy after several month...=)
miss miss miss him so much.

i have to wait two months more..
be patient,Jen!

anyway,i'm also so stupid to recall the bad memories after seeing someone's status in fb about the university in SG..
okay,i should move on..and i am moving on..
but wounds may stop bleeding but some will leave scarce..

but i'm okay..
won't care about it anymore..hopefully..
all i care is something connected to him in that uni..=)

God bless all..
God bless him..
God bless us..
God bless you...
and Happy Easter day !!

long time no see

2010-03-28T07:50:00.000-07:00

hello..
i know my blog is super boring and no updates..
pardon me because i'm really exhausted with the assignment stuff..
plus the exams are around the corner..
i just feel my body gonna collapsed..hopefully not..
how's your day everybody?

i got some incident that made me upset..
you know some relatives just don't show that they are part of family instead of keep annoying other family?they talked about brotherhood but they even don't worth it.
it proved today when my dad,mom,bro and I go to suburb for praying..
two of seven..great..i don't care either..at least they don't bother my dad..

okay,lets talk about something amusing..
yesterday the whole world participated in Global Earth Hour..
i googled some pictures of my fav countries..here they are..

Paris

canberra

dubai

egypt

china

london,i love this one

last but not least
Indonesia..>

i really wish to join that but i couldn't afford it..so bad..

next year,ok?i'll try to..=)

another big event i'm waiting for...

ECLIPSE !!!

i'll post the trailer maybe..but i bet you must have watched it..
and i can watch this with him..
yey yey yey...=)

miss you everyone,and of course you Mr. GGP =)
good luck for upcoming exams..=)

GB all

full version

2010-03-07T07:22:00.000-08:00

pictures above are the complete version of my gifts for him..i took around one month for me to prepare them all.. plus my 'kind' friend postponed them to arrived in singapore for several days..won't talk bout that too much..
the point is those things savely arrived there..
i'm not in the mood of writing too much..
just let the pictures speaks

yes,i've started my uni..
and the teachers are getting crazy with our homework..
so tired and busy..
i'm tired this week..inside and outside..
cheer up,jen..you can through it..

you too,dear..i miss you..
take care everyone..

belated valentine

2010-02-27T06:55:00.000-08:00

dear, Blog..
i know it's very very very late to post something connected to valentine's day..
it's even nearly the end of february..
but who cares? i'd like to post it..
before i write something,to someone who gave comment in my previous blog..
may i know who are you?or just write something in english maybe? my chinese is not that good.. thank you..=) visit my blog again..

okay...valentine's day..
something full with love love love and flowers like roses...

i always wish that i could find fresh blue roses like pictures above here..
or when i'm traveling anywhere else?
it's beautiful..=)

one hundred roses means Love until death,or a hundred years,whatever come first..

well i won't dreaming for a hundres roses,single roses is enough i think..=P
it's the strongest emotion saying "I Love you ",it shows deepest affection and the simplicity of one.

wanna know my valentine gifts ?

do you know i'm a little bit pissed off and almost didn't want to send this thing and throw it away?
since i got so many uncertain burdens made by my"friend",he postponed everything and i'm mad to the max..
alone to the post office and they're really not welcoming people..
i made mistake by writing the wrong room..OMG
arrived at SG but takes so long to arrived at his hand..
luckily it in his place now..
tx,God..at least this things safely arrived..

the card
i won't write more bout his since he has not read it..
just wait..=)

anyway,school will start soon..
i am really really reluctant to go back to school..i want more holiday...

ps: i miss you, do you know it?

GB anyone..

new idol

2010-02-18T08:03:00.000-08:00

have you watch percy jackson and the lighting thief ??
i am really really excited with this movie..
it's connected with Poseidon.. means it connected to water and blue..
my fav color...hahaha..
the movie is nice i think.. kinda funny..
at least it amused me for a while...

Logan Lerman
i've started to like this guy..
if only he's a little bit taller..
he do have a very gorgeous deep blue eyes..
can i have his eyes?
come on..dreaming i know...=P

i forgot her name..
in the movie,she is the daughter of Athena..
i love her too.. and jealous with her beautiful eyes..

the Satyr is funny..
when he's dancing with the poker face song..haha..

so i'm waiting for the next one..
seems it has another sequels..

anyway,where is Dear John?
it hasn't premiered here yet....
poor Medan! i want Dear John....

side story..
i'm so so bad mood this several days.. it supposed to be happy day right?=(

GB anyone..

women

2010-02-11T07:31:00.000-08:00

Ketika wanita menangis, itu bukan berarti dia sedang mengeluarkan senjata terampuhnya,
melainkan justru sedang mengeluarkan senjata terakhirnya...

Ketika wanita sedang menangis, itu bukan berarti dia tidak berusaha menahannya,
melainkan karena pertahanannya sudah tidak mampu lagi membendung air matanya...

Ketika wanita menangis, itu bukan berarti dia ingin terlihat lemah,
melainkan karena dia sudah tidak sanggup berpura-pura kuat...

find this from my friends..
sometimes i feel happy coz some people in the world,don't care who are they,with their quotes or anything supports us,women..

these few days,feels so tired in the office..
my whole body is so painful.. the heat in medan too..
just like gonna burst out.. who cares me anyway?

few days to CNY and valentine's day..
pretty excited..
hope anything runs well...=)

what's on my mind:
"Woman is not a wonder woman.. I am not either.."

movies on february..

2010-02-07T05:49:00.000-08:00

hello...
one of my friends wishes,she asked me to not keep posting someone presents..
actually still some to go..but okay..
as you wish,love...=P

i found some movies that gonna release this february..
wish the movies i can watch here..

valentine's day..
it told to be one of the movie with the great star in it such as Julia Robert, Double Taylor,Anne Hathaway, and so on..
i don't really interested in this movie but i would like to watch when it's premiere here..

DEAR JOHN

but this one i really really have to watch.. the author of Nights in Rodanthe.
i've ever wrote about that movie in my previous blog.
Can you imagine how romantic this movie will be?
i like the star..i'm afraid this gonna be sad ending movie..
i haven't watch The Notebook and A walk to remember too..OMG
unfortunately i don't have someone accompany me to watch this..
and i hope this movie will premiere in medan soon..
here is the trailer..
hope you enjoy it..and take care everybody..=)

newey

2010-02-06T07:57:00.000-08:00

hi,everyone...
it's saturday nite..
time to relax and looking for someone..
anyway,it's kinda busy these several days..
coz it's closer to CNY and Valentine's day..
supposed i have to workover..
i don't want.. can i reject it? i don't think so..but i'll try to escape..haha

about my header pictures, they're some gifts from him..

two of them he has too. just another precious things for me..=)

i love anything from him

including this one..=P

God Bless All..

ps: i miss you...take care

lovely february...

2010-02-02T07:37:00.000-08:00

helloo...
i know when it's come to february,it always sounds something with love love love...
i love this month too..
but pretty busy in the office..
can you imagine how to check those candies and sweets..
so tiredd.. and i need my hair cut soon..
pray for me that all my plans run well..
aminnn...

anyway anyway..
my boy's soccer team won their match to semifinal..
happy for them either..=)

*serious mode on*
i love this one.. so much reason that i could not tell why... >_<

just wait for another pictures,k?
take care everyone..=)

miss you

forgetable

2010-01-30T07:14:00.000-08:00

another weekend and i start to sick bout this..
alone lonely loner..
no one accompany me..
yes my sister did ask me to join her to have a dine with her bf..
but i'm rejected it..prefer sitting in front of the screen waiting someone..
i think he's going to be busy...

just additional,seems i got so many things to do but i don't know how to start..
my mind is so so full for uncertain things..
keep focus,my mind..

r a n d o m

it is the picture of a necklace he gave me when he had a vacation with his friends..
people called it "art of rice" and i think you know it..
i just so in love with the color baby blue which is my fav color
and our name on the rice..
but how stupid i am,to break it into pieces like pic above..
i'm crying when it happened..
forgive me for not taking care your gift
until now still feels so sad..=(

anyway,i just extremely miss someone's touch someone's care
but there're still few months to go..
be patient,jen..
you can through it..

GB all..
take care always..

i miss you

2010-01-29T08:29:00.000-08:00

i miss you

phogoshipo..

miss you..
miss you..
miss you...

i can write those words without feels any bored..
so how?
the fact is i miss you so much...
take care..=)

bad memories

2010-01-26T06:55:00.000-08:00

hello..
i won't post pictures..

today i don't have idea why one of my friend asking me whether i'm going to try to get in a 'uni' i wish to join previous years..
you know what i mean..

remembered last year,in this month exactly,quite busy with the examination and portfolio stuffs..
happy with the announcement but last with no good result..
i know it's useless to recall something like that..
but i just can not or even never forget that situation..
i don't do any sketch or drawing anymore..
can you imagine that?haha..
but i keep training my mind by making some handmade stuff..

i think i'm going to my tutor house for visit.. miss the grandma that kept supporting me at that moment..=)

move forward,Jen..
another things wait for you in the future..
GB all..

ps:miss you,dear..=)

post cards

2010-01-25T06:53:00.000-08:00

hello, everyone..
suddenly i got some ideas to write something in my blog..
hope it's not boring for you..=)

anyways,let me talk bout my boring sunday...
quite happy coz i could wake up not so early..=P
then i'm doing nothing instead of chatting with bestfriend and browsing too..
today is monday,it means full loaded jobs are waiting for me..
luckily i could finish them all...=)

today is our 28 months..*say proudly*
i don't want miss a thing about us..
let me recalling past so i won't forget our precious moment..

love postcards

do you have idea what they are?
they are post cards someone send me for several occasions..
haha..first it's just a trial to try whether it could savely arrived at my house or not.. i think it supposed to be like that..haha.. second,for my birthday.. but i got another great present at my previous birthday after the cards arrived..*miss that moment*
last,it's for our valentine's day.. long distance valentine anyway...=)

just wait for another pictures,k?
seems my blog would not be so boring anymore..

checking one by one the gifts i got from him is make me miss him more and more...

on this day i wish:
- he always be healthy
- his projects,plans,school,uni stuff,anything runs well
- secret wishes won't tell you..=)

GOD Bless all...
love ya,

weekend oh weekend

2010-01-23T07:30:00.000-08:00

post blog in a lonely weekend..
i don't hate weekends..
but i dislike the feel of being lonely in this days..

my day is such a boring day i think..
just wishes the time flows faster..
but i know some people need it to be slower..
anything is ok anyway..

thinking what i ' m gonna to do tomorrow?
ah..i think i got one..

side post,i just like lady gaga songs recently..
don't know why,it's just very nice to listen..=)

hey GGP,wish everything gonna be allright.. hope the best for you..=)
fighting...imu

GOD Bless anyone...

happy very belated new year

2010-01-17T02:38:00.000-08:00

hello,guys...
i know it's so late already...
but still wanna to say happy new years..
it's still january..=p

anyway..yeah,some things had happened while i didn't update my blog..
he'll leave me..
and i still don't know when i could meet him..
since he won't go to US for internship,but he'll searching an internship in singapore while he'll having holiday this may..
it's ok..coz it's for his goodness.. will always support him...=)

argh...it's only half of january and i miss him like i don't see him for months...

i have started my holiday...it's the only thing make me quite happy coz i 'm in syndrom of laziness..haha..

chine new year is around the corner too..
together with valentine day...
i wish i could celebrate this day with himm.. but effortless..
fighting,jen!

i think i'm gonna find stuff for the CNY..
cut my hair.. and so on..
i wish i could change my blog skins too..
later on..not in the mood..

okay,people..one of the resolution in 2010
"to be able to drive the car"
and meet him in singapore..

wish anything runs well....=)

ps: i miss you

GBUs

two days left

2009-12-29T06:41:00.000-08:00

My God..
it's just left two days then we'll leave everything on 2009..

whether it's new year, won't ever forget anything had happened in this year and previous years..
about family..about school..about love...and about someone...

sometimes i hate the feels of new year..
because when it started to step the new year..
it is gonna closer to the date when someone will leave me for several months..again..
how many days he is here won't ever enough..
i knows i'm sounded selfish..i am anyway..

i wish i could meet him everyday..

supporting myself.. should make another precious moments,rite?
good luck good luck..

for you too,dear..
hope he's exam result to be good..amin..

anyway,belated merry christmas..
meet you on 2010..=)))

love,

you miss me?

2009-12-17T07:01:00.000-08:00

you miss me? don't worry..i miss you either, dear blog... =)..
really don't have much time seems when i'm back from school.. got no more energy to start blogging..
and you know? my holidays even have not started yet..
who cares?haha..

tell you the most important thing..
he is here.. december,that's why i love you...

but i 'm having difficulty where i should go out seems everywhere is super crowded by people...
recommend me some places please?

just gonna make another precious moment when he is here..
i'm begging you to be slower,time.. please?

christmas is around the corner?
what a wonderful month..

miss you everyone..
take care..=)

doesn't mean anything

2009-11-21T07:25:00.000-08:00

i supposed to post something more than this..
but i don't get any energy..
moody..lonely..confuse.. seems no way out for me..
just wish me luck..could handle all the things in my minds..to clear it all.. to believe..to be patient.. and another positive things..
now kinda sick with the people in my group of presentation.. even it was the last minute before our presentation,they could sit down in the canteen chat with those not important people.. i don't care anw..

send you music..
always love ALICIA KEYS..
the type of her songs and beat..love it..and the piano too..

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Used to dream of being a millionaire, without a care
But if I’m seeing my dreams and you aren’t there
Cause it’s over
That just won’t be fair, darling

I’d rather be a poor woman living on the street,
No food to eat
Cause I don’t want no pie if I have to cry
Cause it’s over when you said goodbye

chorus:
All at once, I had it all
But it doesn’t mean anything
Now that you’re gone
From afar, seems I had it all
But it doesn’t mean anything
Since you’re gone

Now I see what’s out through different eyes
So surprised
Being alone it make you realize
When it’s over, “all-in” love was there

Should’ve been there (2x)
Shoulda’ (2x)

chorus

I know I pushed you away
But can I do that will safe our love
Take these material things
They don’t mean nothing
It’s you, that I want, ‘s all I want

chorus

Should’ve been there (2x)
Shoulda’ (2x)

All at once ,see I had it all
But it doesn’t mean anything
Now that you’re gone
From afar, seems I had it all
But it doesn’t mean anything
Since you’re gone

will update

2009-11-12T07:38:00.000-08:00

will update..
when i am not so busy... arghhh...
post some pictures when i went to brastagi too..
crazy driver..
i never go backto medan from brastagi in healthy condition..
anw.. next time gonna tell you..=)
see yah..
GB anyone..

miss you,dear..

2009-11-07T06:36:00.000-08:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

hello anyone..
miss blogging too..
but mostly when i started to sign in..
i forgot what i want to say...=P

weekend,no weekend, i need to go to office tomorrow..again..
pity on me..

just tell you sth that makes me in good good mood..
there's a trip from my company to brastagi..
i know brastagi is a common place..
but this time is different i think.. without families but others employee..
i thought i couldn't go there coz no one replace my job.. luckily my aunt can handle that and this is the first time either i'm waiting for Monday..=)

i need refreshing.. really..

however, i got one exam on tuesday..
maybe tomorrow i'll start studying..

December, waiting for you
really really can't wait for his arrival..

miss you much much and much..
how about you?
good luck for your exam.. keep fighting.. support you from here...=)

NEW MOON is coming
another wishes,to watch this with you..
hopefully

GB all..
regards,

OMG

2009-11-02T07:28:00.000-08:00

just as what i said
just as what i said..
another exams on this coming thursday and tomorrow..

urgh..
can i have a rest??

GB all..
tke care...

hectic week

2009-11-01T07:30:00.000-08:00

miss both of them too

everyday has been so busy !

thought i won 't have any week day for several weeks..
remember i said that there's a bunch of Homeworks waiting 4 me?
yeah..i' ve done them.. continue to hectic week fill with exams..
OMG... my head gonna burst out.. headache n body almost collapse..

really really hope that the guy i replaced his job gonna recover soon..
monday i have to do october circulation.. even I can't imagine how busy it will be..
plus 10 chapters i should learn for upcoming exam on Monday..

sorry for keep grumbeling..
but it is the fact..
please wish me luck.. can do all the things very very well..
i need my "supplement"..
really hope the time could flow faster..
but i'm happy enough to see him through webcam even only several minutes..
waiting for next week.....

how is your day,everyone?
gud luck and take care..
especially you,dear...

ps. miss you much,always..

GB all..

xoxo,

full-loaded homework

2009-10-25T08:19:00.000-07:00

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hello....
i'm lazy to do my homeworks..
i have done some..
but still got so many things to do.....

i'm very tired these weeks..
seems next week will be just the same..
homeworks..full-loaded jobs..school...
i'm going crazy...

anyway,another things..
we don't chat for these weeks..
should wait until next week..
everyone will be very busy for the upcoming exam..
okay..i can wait for it,dear..
give me your best score for my sacrifice...=)
i'm joking...=P
but seriously pray for our study..
gud luck,dear...

miss you so...=)

GB anyone...

love,

told you before

2009-10-20T08:04:00.000-07:00

love flower

i'm in "semangat 45" mood today..
promise him n myself right??
hehehe...

sleep earlier is really effective..
but what i'm so mad of is about my avatar you could see on left side....
hiks...i miss one day n i couldn't get extra 200 ribbons..
pity on my pupe...
just forget it...

anyway..
my score for the quiz is quite well..
but i don't know the mark of one subject..
my friend told me that it's supposed to above 90..hopefully..
if it does,all my score are above 90 plus one perfecto 100 ..
must study hard for the upcoming test on november...fighting!!!
you too,my dear...
gud luck n God bless always...=)

PS: i miss you i do

regards,

exhausted

2009-10-19T03:28:00.000-07:00

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hello..
today i don't go to my college..
feel not really well and ruin all my day...
something happened while i didn't post anything..

first,one of employee in my company is sick and we don't know when he could go back to work..
and i replace his job..
he's such one of the important role in the company..
can you imagine how much pressure i should suffer coz i replace the things bout money..
everyone knows money is so sensitive...
so for the time i do not know,i should replace him...
just wish me luck i won't do anything wrong or carelessly...

second,it's the month of him being busy..
one more month he'll have the exam..
so the duration of chat or texting will be much reduce from now..
i don't mind it..

but..
just forgive me boy...this time..
i know you don't want me to cry...
i miss you that i couldn't bear these tears roll out for a moment..
just too miss you and too tired...

just several weeks to go..
then you'll right here besides me..

after this post,promise you i'll survive..
to study well and work well..
no matter how much pressure and how much tired i will be..
together to do the best..

n waiting for your arrival on december..=)

fighting!!!ganbate!!!jia you!!!semangat!!!!!

x o x o,

just please don't give up

2009-10-16T09:06:00.000-07:00

really..

need more time..

if only there's more than 24 hours a day..

i'll post something..
promise you...

what i want to say...

"please don't give up"
for everyone out there..
especially my friends..and my special one..

sometimes your spirit could be a positive energy for anyone..

but "your" spirit always become mine..
ah..i don't understand what i'm talking too..

GB yah...

coz ilu

2009-10-08T09:19:00.000-07:00

hello...
won't update anything..
just post a song that i love recently...

maybe in the weekend,i ' ll post something..
hopefully...=)

here the song is..

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nearly lose myself

2009-10-04T04:43:00.000-07:00

girls i spent my holiday with last week

it has been a week since i post something to my blog..
well...
my day are pretty busy with college stuff and also my work in the office..
it's so so tired..
luckily i still can survive...for now..

talking about my college..
it's been a month i join it..
pretty fun but sometimes it's super boring and tiring..

first,i know 2 of my friend also study there..even we're not in the same class ..it's better coz i know someone there..
first day of school until now..everything run well..
i can communicate with my classmates well n they are kind enough..
i mean they are really supportive..we're compete one another yet we 're helping one another..

i 'm in dilemma.
when break time, i usually go to look for my old friend who i've already known them long long time ago..
but some of my classmates also asked me to join them..
how i separated my body?
haha...
if u asked me,which one the most comfortable, i'll say none of them..
you know i don't talk much n mostly i hear them talking..
i realized in this college life, i couldn't find any close friend and i don't want either..

well well..just see how it's going to be..

i just miss my senior and high school friends..close friends...
and my boy...

aloha...

2009-09-27T00:49:00.000-07:00

no post...
i know my blog is super dead..

don't have any ideas and mood recently..
so be patient...
=)

GB all..

eclipse

2009-09-20T10:07:00.000-07:00

i found eclipse movie website..
hihihihi...

share you some qoutes from eclipse..

I’ll never forgive myself for leaving you. Not if I live a hundred thousand years.
-Edward Cullen, Eclipse

Do you really have any idea how important you are to me? Any concept at all of how much I love you?
-Edward Cullen, Eclipse

For this one night, could we try to forget everything besides just you and me? It seems like I can never get enough time like that. I need to be with you. Just you.
-Edward Cullen, Eclipse

There were many things I wanted to say, some of them not nice at all, and others more disgustingly gooey and romantic than he probably dreamed I was capable of.
-Bella Swan, Eclipse

Isabella Swan? I promise to love you forever — every single day of forever. Will you marry me?
-Edward Cullen, Eclipse

can't wait for new moon, eclipse and breaking down...

day one holiday..
as i said..boring mode on..
but i've found one i want..hahahha..=)

GB anyone...
IMU,boy..

holiday !!!

2009-09-18T07:29:00.000-07:00

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hello everyone..
i am so exhausted...
have been so busy recently and still couldn't stand bout the traffic jam here..
wasting time only on the way to everywhere..

anyway..
gonna told you that i've been working for a year already..
i ' ve learnt so many things from here..
several things which i thought it could only found in TV or movies..
i found it here.. n realize life is so cruel yet worth living.

this is d picture of one of whom inspire me very much.. she gave me many advices and help me so much..about family, relation ship and others.. i always try to escape from office when she's off coz i dunno what to do..=D
then everytime when GGP back from Sg, she's the one to help me n force me and expel me from office so i can spend more time with my boy..haha
we should thank her,boy..hehe..

what i don't like from here is there's always chance to disused my kindness..
i don't talk much in the office and the shop.. only to her(above pic) i talk much..

hopefully i can work here for the time God has decided from me..=)

holiday..
i'm so happy......
got 3 days off from office and one week from college..
yippeyyyyyyy.....

another random picture

miss your hug

sometimes we just need a hug.. shoulders to lay on..
when i am so so so tired of everything..
of course your warm hug and your shoulders..

still believe that there's always a way out for us in any difficulties..
so, never give up..
i'm here with you,support you,pray for you..
fighting! gud luck always..=)

GB anyone..

IMU,boy..

super headache

2009-09-14T09:42:00.000-07:00

hello..
just post some random writing..

i really don't have any idea why today's stretd is so crowded..
every part of city i think..
stuck in the car for several hours..
God..i couldn't stand it and almost throw something out...
hahaha...joke2..
since it's closer to the moslemers big day,the place where i work start to be a little bit busy..
this afternoon i help them to make some parcels..
it's fun...=)
n when my college start it's holiday allready, i 'll go home not so early from office..
but i still need to find something...sigh..

picture of today

see how gorgeous they are...=)

hey,GGP..
don't get bored of this word..=P
" I miss youuuuuu...."

GB anyone

no title

2009-09-13T03:34:00.000-07:00

hello...
promise you gonna update today..=)
yesterday i slept so late n today i woke up so late too..
arhhh...miss to join my friends at sun..

so so..
wanna grumble something..
i am likely don't really care other people act when it's still can be tolerate and doesn't annoy me..
but when it's start to cross the limit, i' ll likely loathe that people..
that's my weakness n try to not to be like that..
this is about an employer in my office..
we pay her n please do her responsibility..
don't say " i don't know" everytime when it's the thing you must know..
i think when she act like this anymore, i won't be quiet..
i won't scold her,don't worry..
only tell her something to make she realize..
i'm better now.. wasting my mind to think about that..
hahaha...

i'm waiting for holiday..
college will start it's holiday this friday..
even it's just 1 week..
happy enough..hahahaha.. but i don't have any plan.
must be stay at home seriously.. no maid.. no driver.. such a prisoner..
huwaaa....

closer to our lovely day...=)
really hope he were here..

random picture

how internet connection really help us to communicate each other..

NEW MOON

OMG.. i am huge fans of bella and edward.. they are the greatest couple in the movie.. that's what i'm thinking.. really can't wait to watch this.. twice or more doesn't matter..haha

signing off..
GB always..
Miss him always....

TIRED

2009-09-10T10:28:00.000-07:00

sorry for not update my blog for this several days..

told you i have started my college life this september..

bloody tired i can say...

gonna update soon..
don't worry..
but on weekend.. haha..
see yah..

GB always...

nb. too miss you.. help me..

anyonghaseyo

2009-09-05T07:07:00.000-07:00

hello everyone...
miss blogging...
but i don't have much time recently..
this weekend is the 1st time i enjoyed very much..
from monday to friday, morning working,evening go to college..
arrive home at 10.. my whole body is extremely tired...

anyway..
yesterday was my birthday..
just so so coz i didn't celebrate it..
my boy n girls isn't here.. greeting from friends quite make me happy..
n a cake from family.. i thought they won't buy it seems everybody was so busy..
i don't expect much either..
but when i arrived home.. the cake was on the table..=D
but..but... it's not enough..i want him and my girls..
how greedy i am,i know it...
n quite sad of something..
fighting!!! should be more mature now..
bless me,God..

share you some pictures..

my bday cake..=)

card from novita..send by plane..hahahah

pic when sister's frend bday..

one of my fav shoes..tx,mom..

last, the one make me so happy.. a call from him.. hearing your voice is such a bless.. n make me miss you much than ever...wish you were here on my birthday....

GB anyone...

end of august

2009-08-29T22:35:00.000-07:00

hello,everybody...
hardly just realized tomorrow will be 31st august which means it's the end of august..

I'll start my college life soon..
i joined their orientation n i don't think i will make a good friend there except with 2 friends i have known already..
I'm not really excited to start the college honestly..
but i do want to study very very well...
talking about the orientation, i don't have idea why i joined that..
really tired...
ergh...at first i've made mistakes n being punished by them..
it's the most embracing moment ever !!!
stupid PEMA frightened us with the stupid condition we would have difficulty in doing thesis if we didn't join them...
ok,stop talk about that..

anyway, i still LOVE September..
many important dates n best moment here..
but this year without my lover n my girl (again)....=(

ah... FIGHTING!!!!!

random picture

i love his smile here.. n others pictures he took in royal sumatra... <3

GB anyone...
nb. miss him and friends so much....

wishlist?

2009-08-23T06:07:00.000-07:00

Bonjour,everyone..

Well, I don’t have mood and ideas to post blog this several days.. plus,yesterday rained heavily made my inet slower…

When I browsed to some people blog,they mentioned about their wish list on their birthday..

I would like to but I still dunno what goods I want.. maybe tomorrow or other day?

Ah… I’ve thought about one which is the most impossible wish..hahaha

yes,F1 GP s'pore 2009
jacky cheung and beyonce will perform there..
i'n not into racing but the stars..

well.another simple wish list

cake

my soulmate a.k.a D2 :D

have him and them here on my b'day

maybe that's it for today.. to be continued... =)

GB all...!

soon soon

2009-08-21T10:01:00.000-07:00

okay,people..

no idea for blogging..

n gonna update soon..

don't worry..be happy...=)

yes, how much i miss you hug..

what a random

2009-08-16T09:13:00.000-07:00

hello everybody..
today is weekend..
my maid went home to her village..
hate that n why she should choose our holiday day?
i mean this is not the 1st time she acted like that
indonesian said "plih hari seenak jidat".
i dunno how to say that in english..sorry..kinda pissed off..

okay..i woke up not so early n took brunch..
take care of home.. watched TV n chat with my sephia a.k.a novita..=P
then my master (read mommy) asked me to wash dishes..
it's the job i always do when the maid home..(- - ")
then my auntie,uncle n their daughters come..
so chat 4 a while..
my sister will be having a BBQ tonite..
i want it too..but all of my friends are not here..poor me...

anyway,yesterday i went to a place called "rumah cantik citra" for body scrub..
actually i should choose body massage..
it's nice n if you have time,go ahead..

what i don't like today..
there's a channel in TV showing "Final Destination 2"
yes,it began with that crazy roller coaster accident..
my God,the director is really really good to make people frightened..i' ve ever watched it before, n i just watched it a glance just now, what i got is stress..
i won't watch that anymore..really!
n i think i could not ever try to ride roller coaster when i' m in theme park..

tomorrow will be INDONESIA independent day!
happy birthday, Indonesia..!

GB anyone..
anw,i miss him,always..=)

2009-08-13T05:47:00.000-07:00

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today is the fifth day since he went to SG to reach his dreams..=)
my feeling is better than previous time..
because i felt something strange and i feel so sad too..
don't ask me why..
n my daily activities aren 't special..
work then home.. work then home..
here are some random pictures...

indonesia newest rupiah

picture of the day
i miss this time..
of course i miss him too!

by the way, i got my new mobile phone several days ago.
due to my old mobile phone is going to dead soon,so it's better i bought new one..
i bought it because of it's function in internet too..
ok.. one by one of the application can be operated by me..

i think..he's schedule in this new semester is gonna be crowded n extra busy..
i don't know what to do..
just always pray for him n wish him luck..
i'm here always support you,dear...=)

GB all

IMY

2009-08-09T09:19:00.000-07:00

one day equals to 24 hours

how 24 hours just like 24 days..

how one day is just like one month

and there still get three months more to go..

i miss you..

thank you

2009-08-07T10:22:00.000-07:00

thank you for the time you've been here..

my precious memory and time..

will always miss you

ILU

nights in rodanthe

2009-08-05T04:37:00.000-07:00

long time no blogging n i miss it..
yes..i was not feeling really well.. flu n cough attacked me..
well just let you know some bout my date yesterday..
always wonderful because he besided me..

we watched NIGHTs in RODANTHE..
i love the title,the scenes,the beach,the blue room,the love but i hate the ending..
share you some pictures..

the banner?

i love this scene and the beach.. so romantic

both scene i love the most.. u just can feel their love

when the hurricane begin.. first they're quarelling but finally they hug n kiss..hahah

the day when the guy go to find his son. i could feel their feeling,to let somebody we love go far away for quite long time..

the hotel?i don't really know what it's call.. really beautiful but i'm afraid if it could collapse when the hurricane come?

so bad to know the guy was dead because of accident..

okay..that's all...
i am wondering..wondering..
the day is closer again.. i always hate this day..

miss you always..

GB all

HP accomplished

2009-07-23T08:58:00.000-07:00

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okay...these pic which i'd like to post yesterday... i love all of them..
colours n taste..
from him of course...
thanks,dear.... xoxo

yesterday i watched HP already.... finally... hihihihih...
n i watched it at 8.30 p.m..
that was the 1st time 4 me to watch movie so late at nite..
with him n his frens..
luckily mom didn't mind since i'm not very often to go home like that nite..
the movie..what to say..
yes,out of expectation.. but still OK..
there's so few battle scenes,while in the novel they got that scene..
ok..none is perfect so i just need to wait 4 the last chapter rite??
OMG..another years again...

i am so so so happy yesterday..
my heart's beated so fast..
i know it's strange..=)
anyway..
GB all always..

pink and blue

2009-07-20T03:19:00.001-07:00

heiho..
today is public holiday n i 'm just blogging,browsing, n chatting..
since he's sleeping after bbq-ing n playing futsal with his friends..

i just changed my blog skin..
Mm..kinda hard 4 me..haha..
tx to Cindy 4 helping me...^^

anyway..
yesterday i went out with him..
to sun n watched ICE AGE 3..it's funny..seriously..
few hours not enough to handle my missing..hahaha..i know i'm so egoist..
yesterday i found something n make me jealous..
i won't tell you here.
enough 4 me n him to know it..sigh...

i'd like to post some pictures but i dunno what happened..
so i just post sumthing which i adapted from sumone's blog..

A to Y, reminds me of you..

Afraid. Believe. Confession. Dubai. Egoism of mine. Faith. Gerry. Hug. Immortal. Jennifer's jealousy. Kiss. Long distance Love & Loyalty. Memories & Moment. Nervous. Optimism. Paramour. Quarrel. Rings. September. Truth. Uncontrolled. Valuable. Warmed. X-mas. You.

yes,you mean so much to me..
xoxo

K-E-C-E-W-A

2009-07-18T08:34:00.000-07:00

I'm disappointed.
there's no cheerful or happy writing today..
besides,i'll tell you how sad i am becoz my date was canceled twice.

that stupid unknown people bombed two hotels in jakarta and affected whole country including medan.
malls,hotels and several crowded area are being watched by the officers.
since it will be not so safe to go around,yes, we canceled our meeting and i still DUNNO when i could meet him..
it's exactly two weeks i don't meet him..
Oh My.. why there's so many obstacles?
i just want to meet him n spend more time..
he'll be in medan less than 3 weeks..
i pissed off..but not becoz of u dear..

public holiday on monday..i want some vacation..a little vacation only but no one accompany me.
tuesday i have an appointment with dentist.. so it's impossible 4 me to go out with him..
should i wait until wednesday?
i can't imagine that.
i want to watch HP but no tickets..
poor me !
none of my plans run well

i'm exhausted..

GB all

i want harry potter HBP

2009-07-14T07:54:00.000-07:00

emma watson a.k.a hermione granger has always been gorgeus..
but harry potter is not as cute as previous movies..getting older huh?hahaha..
and it's closer to the day oh harry potter HBP premiere in medan..i didn't get the ticket..pity on me... i can't wait to watch it.. hope he can get the tickets..

anyway..he''ll come back tomorrow...
yiipppppyyyyyy....
miss him so much..
ok..
i won't talk longer..

GB all!

i'm a loner

2009-07-12T06:14:00.000-07:00

no spirit at all..
it's the fifth day since he went to singapore with his family..
hope he have a great time with the whole family..
i think he must be so busy..
coz we don't text each other so much..
u must know how much i miss him..
so lonely..
urgh...!!!
come back soon,dear..
i need u in my days..

how's ur day everyone?

GB always

nogoodthings

2009-07-09T08:44:00.000-07:00

okay..
no good things..
very full-loaded job..
back from office at 5 for these three days
he's gone to spore till 15th
lonely
being left..=P
mymobile phone gonna die soon!
come back soon..
everyone...

GB!

his birthday...

2009-06-27T10:02:00.000-07:00

on friday i went to his house..
as i said before..it's a praying ritual..i dunno how to mention it.. hehe..
arrived at his house earlier..confused..what should i do? but nothing i can do..=(
hope his mom don't mind..
i'm very shy all the time when i was there..
but i was happy either..he accompanied me n his fam quite welcome me..
but i'm nervous too..as if i'm a stranger there..well..i am actually..hahaha..
there's no enough food so we went to pizzaHut mWalk coz it's the most possible one to close late at nite since it's already 10p.m.
his bro ride the car n he sat besides me..
i'm so happy..comfort..if only it could be longer..
holding hand each other secretly(hihihi..),had my head on his shoulder a while only..=)
there's still got his another bro n one friend so i don't dare to do more than that..
he care me so much..i'm so happy..tx,dear..

the next day 27th june was his bday..
i thought we couldn't go out..
coz he with his frens,i hang out with mine..
1st we planned to meet each other 4 a while only..
but suddenly his mom asked me to have a dine with whole fam..
after considering it,i followed them..
even not both of us,the most important i met him,rite?hehe..
i got the gud news..
he'll go back to s'pore on 8th and he'll go back to indo on 15th..
argh...he teased me...wasting my tears...!
but i'm so glad..
so much good things happen todays..i forgive you,dear..=)
*sarangheyo*

here's are some pic of his bday presents..
see them..most of the packaging,wrapping,the car i made by myself whole heartedly..
n seems he's happy to accept them..
really my pleasure..
i gave them on 26th june,at night,so he'll have his presents exactly on 27th..=)

i got mine too...=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
GREGORIUS GERRY PURNOMO !

GB all...!

lovely 25th

2009-06-25T09:07:00.000-07:00

my one year 9 months relationship with him..

i dunno that i could have a date with him today..
it's a sudden..
the 1st plan was he'll go with his friends to watch transformer..
but u know medan..
since the newest movie..they didn't get tickets..:P
luckily i could go out with him...hehehe

tomorrow will be heading to his house..
*nervous*
the day after tomorrow will be his bday..
so busy yah....

wish me luck pliz..
GB all...!

undescribeable feelings

2009-06-24T04:56:00.000-07:00

hello..
what i told u yesterday is finally done..
it's all because of my stupidity..
really stupid n foolish..
to make everyone confuse n ask anyone i know..
hahaha..
luckily it works now..
ah..
4 days to his bday n still dunno whether can celebrate it with him or not..
friday i'll go to his house..to pray for him n his brother..
again..always nervous to see his parents yet exciting.. :P

what i want to tell u is now i'm thinking deeply bout his departure on 8th..

i felt this several times..
i think this time would getting better n i won't be so sad to see his leaving..
but it's impossible to let you know.
my heart's always cracking,sad,frightened n finally tears roll out..
please 4 give me..
this what i can't control at all..

only 1 week more then he'll go 4 several months AGAIN..

argh..so pathetic..
just skip it..
i'll be busy to finish the b'day card,packaging..
n wait 4 it's picture yah!

GB all..
miss you always

confused !

2009-06-23T09:51:00.000-07:00

one mission accomplished but i still confused..
it doesn't work as i want..
argghhhh!!!
it's left several days to his bday..
if it doesn't work i will die maybe..
noone can help me..
sigh..
wish me luck pliz....
GB all !

secretive

2009-06-21T09:12:00.000-07:00

hei hooo.....
let me told you bout yesterday...
i had a date with him..
n meet his whole families..
i am always nervous to meet his parents..i'm shy..u know..
but i dunno why..
but still enjoy it..hihi
then we've done one of our list when he's in medan..
we dine in imperial cakery..=)

i try very hard to not think bout his leaving n try to make the greatest-sweetest-memorable moment ever..
preparing 4 his present n etc..
i'll show u the pic when his bday has passed..
no clue coz he'll read this,rite?
hehe..wait 4 it..

here's some pic of my precious things..
using photoscape n tx to Cindy 4 teaching me..hehe..

below pic is extra pic..=)

oldies 17th cake n pic

i wish i were teenager forever..=P

GB all !!
miss him always...
cheers !

this time i really cry

2009-06-18T08:50:00.000-07:00

" i'm surely will leave 8th july"
by the time he texted this,i cried..
today is already 18 th !

what should i do?
nothing rite?
i'm the one being abandoned..

expecting 4 longer time is useless..
coz it's impossible..
it's just too fast..still can't accept this..

bless me,God..
forgive me 4 being such egoist human..
may i use the rest of the time very well..

unaccomplished date

2009-06-13T07:56:00.000-07:00

sigh..
today such a gloomy day 4 me..
actually it's the day 4 dating..
if there's no obstacle or he won't go out with his family..
but he's sick..
we should postpone it until next tuesday..maybe..
this is another lesson cause i'm expecting too much..hahaha..i'm going crazy

but i dunno what's going on?
i feel sad..more than common sadness i've ever felt..
maybe i miss him so much..
too much that i can't describe..
anw,hope he get well soon..

first n last

2009-06-10T03:02:00.000-07:00

anyonghaseyo..
OMG..
i need some pictures 4 my blog since it's so dead....

yesterday, i had a date with him..xD
but the most terrible one was the movie we watched..
the title is "DRAG ME TO HELL" n watching it seems to be in the hell!
hahaha..joke..
but seriously..it's very frightening,even he's always got shock..i do also..
hahaha..
he looked so cute...hahahahaha..
i promise,when there's no movie to watch n left the horror or thriller or killing etc movies,better i don't watch at all..really..
this is the first n the last..mybe..hahahaha

yestersay we just met each other but i miss him always..
several hours are not enough..n he's having a tuition until 4 p.m.
our time is being cut again..

i still dunno what present i'm going to give him.. =.='

GB all...

hatred rain

2009-06-06T06:23:00.000-07:00

it's raining when i wrote this
n i do really hate rain plus storm..

gonna off or my internet connection will not work..

somewhow
whatever,however,whenever,wherever it is

i miss you so much
always

back again?

2009-06-03T03:57:00.000-07:00

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

hello bloggers..
miss u so much.......
i don't have time to ol since my bro used it n again,lame connection..

but i don't have anything special too..
the only special moment when i spent the time with him of course..hahaha..
anyway,it's beginning of june n the days flow so fast..
several weeks to his lovely b'day n he'll back to spore again..
so sad..
if only he stayed here..
let's make great moment then!

another thing

NEW MOOn pictures n trailer..
can't wait for it's premiere !!!!

love this

new moon 11.20.09 on theaters !

ILU

2009-05-24T03:50:00.000-07:00

sunday...
no where to go so just stay at home..
i'd spent my day with him yesterday..
always love the time where he besides me..
i bet everyone does too !

i followed the entrance examination yesterday..
it's such a languange school n i think i'm gonna choose chinese literature..
still..i'm really reluctant to join it..
really hope i could have teleport power so i can escape from there directly..
he sent me there..n wait 4 me for 3 hours maybe..
they lied to me..said it just only need to spend an hour..
thanks,dear..for waiting me so long..
do u know it feels really good only to see you sat there reading comics?
so cute...oh..i dunno wat words best describing it..haha..
u really mean so much to me..')3

i think i should buy new headset since my bro's one is broken already...huh..

let me ask all of u,
i really don't get any chance anymore rite?
i'm still sad n really hope this feeling get out from me directly..

hope i have some pic for all of u..
my blog's so dead,huh?

Gb anyone..